For me, four months is a LONG time but it was a break that I needed.
I learned the following things:
-Breaking Bad is an AMAZING show...I binge-watched the whole series on Netflix in a week!-
-Orange is the New Black is an amazing lesbofest. LOVE LOVE LOVE this show!-
-Sobriety is a hard thing to follow, but I've been sober for a month. Where's my chip, bitch?!-
-Staying off of Tengaged and not lurking was extremely hard for me. I have an obsession with the Stars game...I would peek in just to see who was nommed/who was evicted-
-Roomies almost NEVER work out.-
-I found out that when you leave tengaged, you leave more than just the site. You become disposable to some(or should I say most) people because you can't gift/plus spam/etc.
-I saved A LOT of money by not buying T$ I don't think I'll buy any ever again, unless I plan on gifting people-
-I found out who my true friends are. :)-
I know I said I would never be back...but circumstances in my life has changed.
I did what I did because I was majorly fucked up...I was having a hard time in my life, and being here was supposed to be an escape for me...and I crossed the line between reality and fantasy...Do I regret doing what I did? Hell yeah.
Right now, my life is in transition. I felt it was a good time to come back and raise some hell. Keep my mind preoccupied. Those who were closest to me know what happened; everyone else was on the outside, looking in.
Thank you to all those who kept in contact with me.
I experimented last night and tried to reconnect with some people I was once friends with...and most of them ignored me. I guess that's how it is here...you are someone's friend until you become replaceable. And on the same note, you're useful when you buy T$ and gift everyone and their mother.
I'm back...and I'm not going to be as nice this time.
I know I said I would never be back...but circumstances in my life has changed.