I was nommed for 13th, lost all my outside connections and changed my gameplay. I turned the house upside down, earn the trust of key players and was able to survive until the very last minute.
I was able to get here without lying or manipulating, just being myself, even tho this time I knew how to handle certain situation (mostly after my experience playing with legends), and made the best moves of the entire game, allowing me to make finals being unnommed since 13th.
THANK YOU SO MUCH TENGAGED, I really enjoyed this game and I’m ready for this to end winning this.
After winning the raffle and having to be in the public eye for a while I thought it would be good for you to know how I have been doing this past month
After playing last stars I was overwhelmed by all the love I received, but also all the hate and how being perceived popular affected my relationships with people in the game
It was rough and I needed time for myself
I used to play games on tengaged to avoid my irl issues and being able to present myself the way I wanted to be perceived irl. But I was starting to reflect my irl issues here.
I did a lot of mental work and I’m on the way to get better! :)
I’ve had my first appointments with my social security trans expert, my hair is getting longer, and I’m starting HTR probably next month and I’m both scared and joyful.
I have been promoted in my job and I was able to move from my homophobic and transphobic neighbourhood…
Lastly, something I have realised lately. I’m not looking for happiness, I’m looking for PEACE, mind peace. Once I get that, happiness will come eventually.
I hope everyone’s doing fine and trust me, IT GETS BETTER.
xoxo Petra 💋
P.s. I have been attending a lot of balls and I became a better seamstress and I’m ready to conquer the world 💕
I felt like Avory should have won and was not truly surprised of Kesi being the Mole, she did a good job sabotaging but C'MON JOI I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU
