Ryan (KidA) Confessional EP:1
I'm starting to get back in the swing of things, and I'm playing a more social game than I think I ever have before. I'm focusing on building genuine relationships that don't revolve around the game itself -- asking people where they're from, getting a feel for their interests, you know, normal human stuff.
But I'll cover the tribe pick 'em first, since that seemed pretty telling. Joe and I are tight at this point, and he picked me to come over. Joe told me earlier that he'd been talking to Brendon -- I wanted to pick Craig at the time, but since Craig and I hadn't talked game at all, I defected to Joe and picked Brendon, who then picked Brian as a 'first boot'? It seems like he was joking, and that him and Brian are tight, but then Joe starts telling me that Brendon is being sketchy towards him. Not good. I probably shouldn't have picked him in the first place, never having talked to him, but I didn't want Joe to get sketched out if I picked Craig instead.
Oh, also, Spark picked Crypt over me in the pick 'em, so I know where I stand with him -- not his number one ally, which I figured, we didn't really have much of a "spark" when we talked (sorry). In hindsight, I'm glad he didn't pick me, but if we ever end up on a tribe together I'm going to be wary of him. I think he has a complex about being so new to group games, and he might be playing too hard right out of the gate.
So, in any case, I'm keeping my eyes on Brian and Brendon. I had a long conversation with Tyler (bamold) where we got to know each other, talked about some mutual friends, etc. We're working together now. Also, before the tribe swap, I messaged Josh about the quotes on his profile. I mean, Emerson? Tolstoy? I'm a sucker for being pretentious, so I struck up a conversation, and now I'm glad he's on this tribe. Lastly, Chase reached out to me, and we chatted a little bit -- I had to go to bed, so I'm hoping to pick up that conversation again and see where he's at.
At this point, Joe is my first solid alliance and I'm sticking to that. But if he thinks the situation with Brendon and Brian is sketchy, I have to make my own relationships and give myself options -- I don't want to go down on a potentially sinking ship -- so that's where Tyler, Chase, and Josh could maybe come in.
Things are still early, and I'm not sure where everyone stands, but I like this tribe. I think we'll have the stronger challenge competitors, and I'm hoping we can kind of steamroll our way to a swap and keep ourselves in the numbers for as long as possible. I'm liking this game so far, too -- I came in not knowing anyone, not playing with any "Brovivors" who made some of my past games pretty cushy. I feel like I'm testing myself to play a different way, being as social as possible. I think I'm less trigger happy than I've been in the past, and that could bode well for me in this game.