Ryan (KidA) Confessional EP:1
I'm back, and it feels strange. I haven't played a group game in about five years, and if not for coronavirus I would've never come back to this wretched website. I'm here, though, and since I've committed to playing this thing, I want to play smart. I'm hopefully a little more savvy than I used to be, although being 22 could also be a disadvantage if all of these players are highschoolers. Still, I'll have a college degree in a few weeks, so I really hope I'm able to outsmart a bunch of 16 year olds.
The bigger issue is that I sat through the whole cast reveal, thinking to myself, who the fuck are these people? I don't have a single connection outside of Erik, who used to send me nudes five years ago, but I reached out to him and said, "Hey! I remember you from your old account" and he just didn't acknowledge that comment, so I'm not sure he remembers snapchatting me pictures of his cock. In any case, I can't use sending nudes as a strategy anymore because I don't want to be an accidental sex offender. I'll have to socialize like a normal, well-adjusted human being.
I reached out to Craig, and the two of us hit it off quick. I think he's a highschooler, but that's fine. He seems hilarious, although he has beef apparently with a bunch of people in this cast -- Brian, Tris, Bamold, etc. -- so getting too close to him could be a bit dangerous, not that I have many options at this point. I also talked to Spark and Joe, and they both seem not to know many people in this cast. Joe threw out the idea of us working together very fast, which of course I'm going to accept at this point. I don't know whether I can actually trust him, but I need to slowly gather troops, get myself in the loop, etc. I'm going to have to play a social game, because I have no relationships and no capacity to make strategic moves without friends. I'm happy to latch myself onto an alliance and ride it out, making friends in the meantime to give myself more flexibility. I'm worried about premades, too, since I don't have a sense of who's connected to who. It'll be interesting to see who steps up in the captain challenge; if there are premades, someone could easily assemble a tribe of all their friends plus 3-4 pre-merge fodder, and I don't want to be in the fodder position.
But at this point, I'm not sure winning the captain challenge would do me any good. I don't have allies I want on my tribe besides Craig and Joe, and I don't even know who to split up because I have no sense of who is connected to who. I've got a lot of learning and chatting to do. If I don't amp up the social game, I can't see myself making it past 17-18th.