Tuesday 8/11 12:13am
Confessional: At this point, I am not sure how much longer I am going to hold on. I believe I could go until 2:15pm tomorrow, but I don't know if that is worth it for my mental and physical health lol. Especially for HOH, when veto really has the power this week. I obviously want to take Shane out but if it comes down to both of us at 2:15 in a tiebreaker and I lose that, which is very possible against him, then I would be crushed. I would be exhausted as well and have no energy in me for veto, I would probably sleep through it. So I really might have to be smart about this and throw in the towel after another hour or two if he is still going strong. He has told me in the past even that he's a night owl, and I don't think there's a single day in this game when he went to bed before me. So the odds are really not in my favor, and my energy might be better spent elsewhere. I also think that I could convince Wilson and Logan to both save me in the vote if I am up, so I believe I could survive this vote either way, but it would still be a huge risk.