CONFESSIONAL
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James R. [Bananier Tribe]
Honestly I don't even care, I could not have played last round any better.
So, I tell Justin we should vote Jimmy because
#threat.
I then go to Josh, as I was aware he was looking to flip, and I propose that he can make F3 with Justin and I if he flipped and voted Jimmy. I then say that if he wanted next round, assuming Logan went - which he unfortunately did - that Justin and I could vote with Josh and Lorenzo to like 4-3 the 'trio' of Livingston/Ross/Tris.
See though I KNEW this was not happening, the feud of Justin/Lorenzo which wanted each other out since the game began was not making it past half way of the merge working together.
Jimmy then asks why I targeted him, which screams Josh told him as I know my guy Justin would not have. Then I tell Jimmy about the fact I knew he wanted to push the vote from Tris to me at F10. Jimmy THEN tells me he isn't leaving tonight, and sends the location of the RE-HIDDEN merge idol. I tell him I'm not leaving either, after I know he is voting me.
At this point, Josh and Justin have said they are voting Jimmy. Lorenzo said he was voting Justin. I know this is gonna be 3-1-1, so now I primarily focus on my bond with JOSH.
I don't want to play my idol, so I ensure he is as comfortable with me as possible so he would save me.
Vote comes. Jimmy PLAYS an idol. Josh stuck to his word and voted with Justin and I. I now have to message Josh ASAP, Justin still not online, and Josh said he is saving me. I quickly brush past Lorenzo, call him my saviour and stuff despite knowing what was happening the entire time, and boom he saves me. 2-1 I stay.
I AM sad Justin left as he was my guy, now I am the only original LaBADee left.
Jimmy loses another idol, I don't think it is possible for him to have ANOTHER? But I truly do not know. I know I have one, unsure where the other lies.
Jimmy and I spoke and we mutually agreed about how it was unfortunate we were targeting someone we really liked, HOWEVER I do think this means if he leaves I have a decent shot at his jury vote.
So literally I have a complete crapshoot at the immunity challenge. Literally all my submissions were guesses on what OTHERS would perceive, which was amazing. I literally was only called out for social threat which FOUR players were, and likely to brag - which again FOUR players were.
Second individual immunity win!
This could not have came at a better time though, as now Jimmy and I have an outright plan to target each other.
Immediately afterwards, I messaged Josh, I messaged Livingston, I messaged Lorenzo, I messaged Ross, I messaged Tris. In all them messages I said I am voting Jimmy tonight. IF he has another advantage I will howl, but I cannot face the repercussion!
I just hope Jimmy does leave tonight, as afterwards I feel like the view is:
- Trio of Livingston / Ross / Tris , despite this not even necessarily being an outright trio.
- Myself / Josh / Lorenzo.
I forwarded a message from Jimmy saying he wanted to target Lorenzo to Lorenzo.
Also, most of my answers in immunity regarding a THREAT I answered ROSS. Why did I answer Ross? Because out of that trio, ROSS is the biggest threat. :)
I like Ross very much, I really do, but after Jimmy hopefully leaves, my target will become Ross I think.
At this point I think my best odds at F3 consist of Livingston/Tris, or Lorenzo and Livingston/Tris.
Whilst I know now I am making myself a huge threat, considering:
- Created 4 person alliance Day 1, ran with it until swap.
- Along with Zendaya, caused Tim's voteoff.
- Along with Zendaya, figured a majority to vote Alison.
- Along with Ross, voted Alison AGAIN as I knew a revote flip would be on the cards.
- Didn't say no to Lorenzo voting Justin, as despite adoring him I knew he was fucked either way unless I idoled him in which way I was fucked.