Personally, trying to juggle with my different deals was hard and I hurt some people deeply, looks at X and Josh.If I was caught, I knew I was going to be going home easily.
The first final 3 alliance I was in as the josh and jt alliance, after we found out jt didn't send a list, I knew that he wasn't worth it to keep.Josh, if you had won immunity at final 4, I probably would have teamed up with you on that vote.
The second alliance was X and Alan, yes I knew Alan was double dealing and easily could have got him out but, I knew that if I got alan out, he would of told people I was in more than 1 deal and would have made me the next to go.X, someone strong had to go out and unfortunantly there was no way to save you.