Ashanti J. (KingGeek):
okay hi! shanti's back. if i'm honest, i was.. a little unimpressed with the caliber of the cast. mainly because i either don't know them, haven't spoken to in a minute, or don't like them. so generally i was unenthused. there was the occasional people i was glad to see in brandan, calypso, clair, justin and tiffany but otherwise that's kinda it? i helped carry my original tribe in the first two immunities so i really had nothing to stress over or talk to these people about, so i was chilling.
however, we swapped so suddenly! granted it's not too sudden considering it's a very tight cast but damn! AND this round is a double tribal council so there ain't no way i'm gonna be able to just sit down and take another breather. on my new tribe are pietro, clair, colin, and ryan.. all from original bursa alongside me with erik, zyler, and justin joining our tribe as well. it's not a bad tribe per se, and i do feel like in this group there's room for opportunity with me: especially with clair, colin and justin. colin and i solidified a F2 earlier this round or the round before, don't really remember but it's of importance, and he even confided in me that he had the idol that he'd use on either of us if need be. i was kinda shocked considering i've never really gotten to know him but he was straight-to-the-point and i have to respect it.
with clair, we both just want to place better than we did before and there's some familiarity there. i like her, and i assume she likes me. we've discussed the vote and all, and she even told me about the group ryan made to take out someone like colin, which excluded her, justin, and myself. this was leaked by erik to justin, which got around to everyone else. i made a group in retaliation with everyone not included, who were all set on voting ryan. erik also seems to be on-board allegedly, and pietro wants to go wherever the majority goes. who knows what zyler's doing. anyway, the pendulum seems to be swinging in the direction of ryan going but part of me feels.. uneasy. maybe it's the fact that i'm not safe that's worrying me but i do not feel safe and probably for good reason. it's just so QUIET it's like i'm playing with mice...
this confessional was so all over the place and without uniform, very uncharacteristic of me so... my bad.