Chandler H. (Chandelier):
As a good survivor that I am, I walked to the challenge arena thinking "today I'm going to light a torch and pass it on to someone" and it turned out that I really lit a torch, but it wasn't the challenge. We had a damn wall to knock down and Mr. Erik to make a puzzle and unfortunately, our asses were sent to the tribal council where we all lit our beautiful torches and now I need to keep this damn thing burning.
Right after the challenge, Chris came up to me and asked me if I knew who I wanted to vote for and the first thing that came to my mind was "Beloved, we just got out of the challenge. Can you settle your ass a little?" but obviously i said i didn't know anything because i'm not a sucker. In the first vote of a survivor, anything is a reason for you to have your beautiful torch extinguished, seriously, you can be eliminated if you fart too much, for example. So obviously, I'm not going to be the first slut to say a name.
In that, Chris told me that he wanted to eliminate Tiffany and my beloved, the last thing I wanted at the moment was to write Tiffany's name in the voting compartment. The reason he used it was that she wasn’t online in the challenge and for me that’s a stupid reason unless I don’t really care about the person who will get votes but I do care about Tiff so obviously I’m going to be a hyporite and say "HELL NO". Soon after that, for the glory of the Lord Jesus, Billy's name appeared and this is where the magic began.
Billy is basically a door when it comes to talking and that for a social girl like me is not cool. I like to talk to parrots, not doors. A fact about Survivor and life, too, is that you need to have a good dialogue with someone to build trust so how the fuck would I build trust with someone like Billy? Erik and Ben felt the same way as I did that and it already formed 3 votes, Tiffany would certainly vote for Billy since her name was on the line so it made us 4 votes and Justin also said he would go to Billy ie 5 votes, full marjority and now Billy is dead. Tonight at the tribal council Billy's funeral will be celebrated until it is time to count the votes and he is buried for good. May God have him in his arms.
Chris sent me a message today saying he is going to vote for Tiff anyway and I'm pretty sure Kacey will do the same thing. My fear is that somehow, one of those 3 rats, Chris, Kacey or Billy, found the fucking idol in less than 24 hours and that could possibly make us take it in the ass a little bit.
(I don't know if you noticed but I haven't mentioned Zyler at the moment because I don't really know what this boy thinks. He's a silent Pandora's box.)
In terms of allies, I feel like I have a good alliance with Tiffany and Justin as well. Ben yesterday told me that Erik and I were the people he trusted the most and then he started calling me his man, so maybe I'm on good terms with him and even though I have a lot of suspicion about Erik, I still feel good about him which can be a pain in my ass in the future.
All these names mentioned above, I consider them to be my individual alliances and if I can join these 4 into an alliance of 5 people with me, that will be wonderful because yes, we are probably voting all together today but that does not make us a real alliance until it's made official by someone.
In general, this is it. You can find some errors in this confessional because I'm Brazilian and I'm using a translator and we all know the shit that Google translator is.
We're going to a funeral tonight and if all goes well, Billy will be the buried bitch.
See you tomorrow or maybe never again.
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