Mud N. (mudndawilderness):
Welp, I think I've officially hit rock bottom in my group game career. This tribe has not won a single challenge, even though I've tried my best to attend every single one. My strategy worked alright, beside the fact that we didn't hold up in the challenges. I survived all the way to this point, and I am now the swing vote in one of the most difficult tribal councils that I've been a part of. Voting out Madi was difficult, and this one is even more difficult.
Last tribal council, James was supposed to be the next out of the tribe, but it just didn't feel right to vote him out. I haven't played a game with him in forever, we were a duo all the way from cmack's survivor, and I've recently played with Jason and Madi. Everything seemed so cut and dry when I made these tribes, but I didn't think about how hard it would be if we lost two challenges, let alone three. So in the tribe chat, I let them know how difficult it was, and I was low-key hoping somebody would volunteer to help me out a little bit. I'm glad that Madi did, but it still hurt voting her out. For me, strategy has gone out the window, and I'm just trying to maintain my friendships with these people. However, Madi leaving may have benefited me strategically by making me the swing vote for this tribal. But tbh I really don't care. I'll say that I'm one of the most strategic-minded people on this site, and I would always vote out a friend to win a game, so I never expected a situation like this to hit me so hard. But tough situations really show our true colors I guess.
I never thought I would have to tell Jason that I was voting him out of a game, but it happened today. After he leaves, I'm praying for a swap, praying for any last glimmer of hope that I have in this game.
I've been talking with the captains, trying to keep each other safe, and talking to others such as Jake and Logan. I really hope I'm seen as a number on their side, someone who's easy to work with rather than an easy target. Then, later in the game, I can rise back to power and start making my case. We'll see how it goes, but I'm being run pretty thin. Hopefully I can prove all the haters wrong. Wish me luck.