@LQ
Kara - everyone is saying how you played a great social game but you spoke to me like... once and when you did you lied so I don’t see it? Also Kara to me you were invisible but everyone is defending that you were having a tough time irl but I’m not about to give you a sympathy vote.. so i wanna know what moves you made that were actually influential to the game progression?
Yeah I didn't have a social game with you. I fully intended on taking you out sooner than later in this game because of your association with other people that I knew I didn't get along with and couldn't work with. I'm not one to be fake, so if i didn't talk to someone there was reason for it. The times we spoke were when you'd come to me and be like "hey babe where are you thinking of going with your vote" (direct quote btw). It seemed phony to me so I just tried to be nice and give you answers you wanted to hear. You expressed that you weren't going to vote for me because I'd "done nothing to you at all"...yet I had screen shots of you saying you wanted me gone. Because our little interractions seemed so disengenuous, I did not invest time in trying to have in depth conversations or reveal any of my real game play to you. Yes, I did lie to you and said I wouldn't vote you either. Because as a social player, that's what one should do if they are going to try to fight their way out of being targeted. Sometimes lies are necessary in the game and you and I both know that we did not have a relationship on a game or personal level. From my point of view you were lying to me, so I gave that right back.
I agree, to you I was probably invisible. We didn't talk but twice when you messaged me. I knew you weren't someone I could work with and you probably felt the same about me. I'd just rather not waste the energy because I WAS dealing with a lot during my christmas "break" from work. You definitely don't need to give me a sympathy vote and no one should. This game is hard to play for ANYONE but playing it in the conditions I did DID make it difficult for me. I think the timing of me playing in this series always tends to fall when other responsibilities come up and that's what drove me to quit the last time I played this game in May 2017. Of course I'd love your vote to win but I don't want it to be for sympathy. These answers for you may rub you some sort of way but you seem like a person that would like me to just tell you like it is, so that's what I'm doing.
One of my biggest moves is one I actually didn't have to make...meaning that I've had an idol in my pocket since day 1 and never had to use it. There was much discussion amongst others about me having an idol and that they wanted to draw it out later in the game. People approached David, who clearly was my closest ally, and told him I'm the vote and tried to get him to vote me too. This was the 21st tribal council in which Qaz went home and I received no votes. I knew that the other side was just using David to leak to me so I would waste my idol, so I didn't play it. I knew that there was no point in me playing it and if i had there would be no chance for me to win the game if I was being outplayed and outsmarted by Dylan/Will/Joey. Next vote comes around and I know I'm getting votes. I even know that Matt is going to tie so he can stay in the other side's good graces as a double agent. Here again I know they are trying to draw out this stupid idol but there's no point in me playing it unless Joey plays one. I knew Matt would vote out Joey in a tie. So sure, it got me votes but I was able to hold onto an idol all game, never needing to play it and I think thats huge. I won only one immunity at f5 which meant I didn't even need the idol to make it to f4 but it guarenteed I couldn't be nullified which was great. I think it's a testament to my social game that I could play amongst a cast of 28 people and never need to play my idol and to know when I'm actually getting votes so I can hold onto it for a rainier day.
I didn't have any grand moves that I can wrap up with a ribbon and say LOOK WHAT I DID because i didn't play this game flashy. I'm happy that I never had to vote out an ally until the end when I had to vote Matt. I never voted Tashi, Mud, Ethan, or Qaz. I think I appropriately aligned myself with the right people that the people that needed to go went, but not at my hand. I was always protected by my allies and by the cute little idol I held onto all game. I was able to stay out of the cross fire by knowing the dynamics of other peoples relationships. Who would protect who, who would target who. And perception really added to the game. Even if David and I failed, we at least feigned that we weren't as close as we were. Or the fact people thought I was close to Mud for a good chunk of the game, which really wasn't true. He was part of a big alliance I had at merge but he and I weren't all that close. I knew he was a target of Will/Joey so I picked the side he was on not really caring when it was he left but I would try to get Will/Joey out of the game with him since we shared that common goal.
My two main targets in this game were Ken and Joey. Although I was not successful in my first attempts with either, I never gave up pushing for them to go. Mud had a strong connection to Ken and Tashi and I felt it was monumental to actually get him and the entire Bob Dole alliance to vote Ken. Not everyone needed convincing but I knew it needed to be done and it needed to be done then and no later. I liked Ken and Joey but knew they were my biggest competition in this and that neither would get me to the end. I didn't do it by myself but I was successful in taking them both out.