Hufus (Hufus) Confessional EP:3
this tribe makes me wanna drink and actually do drugs cause they're FUCKING silent or just inactive or just don't seem to care at all. Like for real why tf dont you show up and try on challenges or JUST talk and strategize and PLAY the game. It just makes me pisseeeeeeeeeeeeeed. And it's been like that for the past 2 tribals which havent been funny at all, it's hella stressful and it makes me anxious. At this point, I know I can count on James, Dylan and (surprisingly) Dana, cause what I talked about in my last confessional apparently seemed to work. Me, Richard and Dylan got together and made a chat last night and we kept strategizing about the vote, and we ALMOST flipped the votes, which I really tried to push for considering I know me and Jake would work really good together (as we did before) and I didn't want him to go. I have some other people to target first, like Chris and Eli, who have barely talked to me if im being honest. But since I don't know many of these people and I really don't know how well they are connected to each other, I didn't want to ruffle any feathers and risk saying something to the wrong person and actually end up being targeted instead, so I'm trying my best at this point to lay low.
BUT LAST NIGHT DANA AND DYLAN ACTUALLY SUGGESTED DOING CHRIS!!!! And I was like "YES u just read my mind he's not really caring at this point" etc etc etc etc. Like I did a great job convincing them to go this way, while I mentioned how yesterday I "finally" got good vibes from Jake and that I felt like he would be loyal to us and he was more participative than the others inactive. I think I did a good job convincg them, but BUT ofc he had to blow this up... He legit tried to gather an alliance to save his ass, which is okay, a good idea, but actually targeted DYLAN out of all people. One of my closest allies in this tribe I would say. OFC i was not having it, and (unfortunately) i had to rat out his plan b4 someone on that chat did it and then he wouldn't trust me anymore if he knew I was in that chat as well.
So at this point I really don't know what's gonna happen... if it's Dylan or Jake leaving or if it's actually someone else. People are indeed being sketchy and not talking a lot at all, but I don't know if that's just a repeat of the past two tribals or if there's something brewing in the backstage... let's hope it's not the case. I'm just praying I survive once again and we somehow have a swap that takes me to somewhere I like. LOL Manifest it.