Dono | Confessional, Day 0, Nkuma
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Also, our words in the real world come out and whip away into the oblivion. On this medium, all communication is reviewable. We have every word we've spoken written down, so we really need to consider the words we say before saying them. Many people fail to recognize that.
Okay, so I'm sorry if the above was convoluted and hard to follow. Today was an interesting day for me. On the one hand, I am fuckin' sick. I have been kind of sick-but-not-really for the past two weeks, and this morning it came out HARD. I couldn't breathe all last night, so I couldn't sleep, and going to work I almost fell asleep behind the wheel like four times. It got to the point where I had to slap myself every few minutes to keep my eyes open. But at work, I killed it. Got a heap of gracious words from the CEO and the COO for creating a really intricate budget spreadsheet. Then, near the end of the shift, I had a terribly interesting conversation with a counselor I work with. She is about my age, but she fucking therapy'd the shit out of me. Got me talking about my insecurities and just talking me through them... It was really helpful, but I feel totally depressed and removed from reality right now. It's just a kind of shock, because I really didn't anticipate getting that vulnerable at work, so yeah... I'm all over the place right now. I'm good in the grand scheme of things though :)
(At this point I took a break and resumed after the case reveal)
OKAY. CAST ASSESSMENT TIME. I’m really excited at some of these names. I don’t know ANY OF THEM. IT’S FUCKING GLORIOUS. Well, that’s a lie. I know Andrew, Tim, & Josh. I've heard of Ethan (I think we've played together before, i just don't remember where). I've heard of Dana as well. But the rest of them are nobodies, and they have no clue who I am either. Well, that's also a lie (real heroic dono, two lies right off the bat). They know I just won Kolby's previous season, but they also know I played heroically. That's probably the BEST archetype to be given in this game, because its nature provides a sense of trust and balance. I am capable of being an ally, in other words. So I'm not in a bad position for having just won the game a week ago. And fuck you dono, stop babbling, get to the Nkuma assessment:
Nkuma [10/10] [Green Buffs]
Demi (demikol)
I could see myself going deep into the game with Demi. She provides a great shield, yet seems to be fairly well respected. If she is an early target, I will have to make a decision far earlier than I had hoped in terms of choosing allies. I'd hope it doesn't come to her being the first target (or myself for that matter), but I imagine this is where the river will flow. I will not vote for her though, because it is stupid for me to think that I can last to the merge with her gone on the first tribal. Her and I (and maybe Iz) are the most visibly targetable players from a strategical standpoint. Nobody wants a winner to win again. And nobody wants a winner who already won again to win again again. She'll be a bigger target in most people's eyes, and won't want to consider me until she is gone. So I will keep her forever :).
Dono (donosaurus_rex)
hi :) i'm dono
Robby (Robbyjak)
So, Robby and I share an interesting dynamic. Before the game, Kolby compared the two of us, claiming we were similar in many ways. So, I made eager attempts to align with him pre-game. Fast forward to today, he is branded a villain, and myself a hero. What am I to make of that? I want to trust someone who thinks like I do, or at least, I want to use that as an excuse to work with him. I already have established an alliance with him, myself, dan, luke, and will, but I also don't think the other five know about that. this could be a successful alliance, which has been dubbed the Cracker Barrel Coalition. I'd also just like to note, I INCREDIBLY misunderstood the meaning behind the title. When they told me the alliance name, I was like sweet, CRACKER