Hello jury! First off i want to thank you all for playing this season. It has certainly been a crazy season, and getting here by no means was easy.
Coming into this game, I quickly realized this house was divided and it was a battle of the sides. The devisor was so clear, and I knew that there was no way I could play with the other side of the house at that point. Week 1 was a divided vote, and so was week 2. Joel was someone who I barely talked to, while brittney was someone I did have an intention to work with far. However, I had a bigger intention to work with anthony. The votes these first two weeks clearly indicated how divided the house was, and going into week three, i realized i was dispensable.
Week 3 comes, and halloween nominates me. I realized that my alliance wasn't truly with me as I was with them, and knew had I not won the veto, there was a good chance i was dispensable enough i'd be evicted. After that controversial veto win, this entire game changed. I would be lying to you if I didn't say I was pretty disappointed. After that veto win, I wanted to change my game up. However, before even being given the opportunity to, those I wanted to work with QUIT. Jake was one person I knew going to work with and I knew this. Ween on the other hand, I truly wanted to keep him around and work with him and brian. Brian was someone I was very upfront with, and i told him that later on when the sides become less distinct, he would be my ride-or-die, and i meant it.
Clearly, after the 5-quitter massacre, my game did have to take a big turn, even if it didn't look like it on the outside. Those I wanted to turn on in the final 12 or 11, I now was with in the final 9. It was the 8 person alliance, and patrick. It was clear after sam and andrea nominated me, I was on my own. In the only move I could make, I went to Patrick, the clear odd man out.
Somehow, someway, I survived the final 9 eviction. I generally think this was a TERRIBLE move for some of the jurors, mainly max. I knew max would keep me because he was so for being without a partner. Tyler, I am sorry you went. We had a somewhat alliance forming during the first two week. I'm sorry it was overlooked the week you went, because I had to save myself.
Week f8 comes, and this was clear Max dug a hole, which i discovered. He was playing both sides. Stating he was "saving me", even tho it was clear it was for selfish reasons.
Final 7 comes, which I wasn't even present for because it was a double eviction, but I lost the guy I wanted to get far with. Anthony, it was terrible to see you go.
Jacks eviction week worked perfectly for me. Jack, I apologize for being so two-faced with you. Then again, you were also the same with most of the houseguests this season. You were someone I felt had a free ride to the end, because everyone had bigger targets than you. I know i did. You played the best middle man game ever, and I commend you on that.
Andrea, please understand I truly was with you. You betrayed me, unjustifiably. You could have easily worked with me and sam to the final 3, and had a free ride to the end. I had you back, and you betraying me in my opinion was one of the worst moves a jury member made all season.
Nolan, thank you for working with me. Just in case you were wondering, my final 2 deal with you was genuine. I really wanted to get to the final 2 with you, because I feel we played similar games. We never even had a true alliance, it really was because we just happened to be in a similar spot at each point in the game. I don't know why pat saved me over you, in my opinion, that was a stupid move on his part.
Sam, oh sam. Had I won this final hoh, you would be sitting next to me. you played a quiet game, and i appreciate the fact that we both were very upfront with each other this entire season.
Patrick, thank you for being so loyal to me. I apologize if my loyalty wasn't as genuine as your's was to me. Had the roles been rev