Life’s a surprise and anything is just waiting for me until those come at its time. Being here’s another problem. But, getting some time to know so many people from every side of this world’s definitely the biggest surprise.
The emptiness reminded me of moments that have gone. I got absorbed into a brand new society. This is a place where I can live better. Somewhere where I can live a very appealing second life, learn a lot from a very big world, and meet new people.
It’s so special for me, as I can befriend all of you, although I never meet you face to face. It’s amazing that you can form relationships, just through computer screen and a keyboard. It’s like people you see and bump into everyday. Those who you share joy with. It’s a reward, because I can learn and share to & from each other. It’s really comforting when you all can be this friendly to me. When we talked for the first time, I feel I’m loved and you just grew faith in me.
You taught me a lot. You showed me that I could be myself without being hated. I’m just not showing it for real, which I hate to be friendly, because I don’t want people to see me as someone weak. I can be used. However, you unintentionally asked me to be nice, then I found the result to be so great and is in fact will help me in life. You also made me realized not to hold things I want to say. Expressing things is really important.
How all of you talked, your background, your hometown, your persona, your style inspired and influenced me into a better human being. I learned way too much. Your kindness opened my eyes. Now I know that warmhearted and genuine people still exist.
I agree that this community affects every member, including me. This place can be just one of so many places, where you stay for a few while and do something else afterwards. Luckily, the community has so much more to offer. And you, special people, are the thing. You made my life. You changed my life.
And mostly, it’s incredibly nice that every single of you gave me a chance to open yourself and me trying to impress you, before you decided to be my friend. Thank you for opening your heart and fulfilling my wish to know you much better. Thank you for letting me to take a look at your life and you as a person. Some people ignored me after I said a simple hello and made attempts on starting a conversation. You could talk to a person like me, who’s not a type of cool kid. Without your willingness to welcome me, it won’t be like this. Once again, thank you.
I’m really grateful for taking some of my time and growing my interests in every single of you. I don't feel embarrassed to humiliate myself at the beginning, since I moved first to introduce myself, then literally lowering myself for your attention. People always love to be approached first than approaching others. Being caught up by someone means pride, which means that person made someone interested in him or her. For me, it looks low, because I want others to greet me first. Then, it finally paid off.
If it’s seen deeper, you all gave me things you don’t realize. Every single of you does have an impact on me. Although it may be not too visible, at least it has a value. I always appreciate everything from all of you, no matter what.
At last, thank you as you want to spend your time with me. It’s very simple, but it made me so happy. Again, all of you reminded me that simple matters also make you feel great.
From someone who's happy because of your presence,
