Hey everyone. I hope you guys are well. I'm making this blog to not seek attention, but to sincerely apologize for the immaturity that I showed yesterday.
I am so sorry for wasting a spot on the most recent stars game. I know I gave up yesterday, meaning I took a place from someone else. I was frustrated with the way I was treated by some individuals on this site and knew it was best to take a step back for my own sanity. At the end of the day, I've come to realize stars is not the right game for me. I'm sure many of you can relate. The game can be super stressful and it definitely took a toll on me. I am sorry for having such an abrupt exit as well. I left this site without saying bye to my friends and group game players. I'm sorry for this.
I would also like to say a deep sorry to royaltyy. We haven't seen eye to eye in terms of game, but I never wanted to make you personally upset. I would love to be civil with you and hope one day you can accept my apology. I think you're great and don't want to continue feuding. It's not worth it.
BeastBoy, I am sorry as well for calling you out. Even though I never argued with you on a personal level, I did enjoy working with you in the game. You're a great fellow and I wish you all the very best.
I'm sorry to the Stars WAW cast. It's not fair to have wasted the committed players' time. I need to finish this game and I will before I leave this site for good. I promise <3
I also would like to say a deep and sincere sorry to anyone who I have lied to in a game like frookies. What I love about this site are the friendships, but when you're playing games with multiple friends, you cannot be loyal to everyone.
I know my abrupt exit and negative attitude yesterday upsetted several of you. I've seen the comments, blogs, negs, and messages. I'm sorry. I want to clarify I didn't leave because I was nominated. That played a small part into my exit, but I'm not going to share the main reasons I left as it is personal.
There is so much negativity going on in our world and what I loved about Tengaged was that this a site to escape into our favorite games. It's a place to meet new friends. It's a place to be yourself. I hope to be making a positive impact on this site. I don't want to hurt anyone at all. If I evict someone in a game, it's for game reasons. Not personal.
I would appreciate if people could give me a chance. I'm trying to be a good person.
Please reach out if I did something to offend you. I'm sorry again.
I will leave Tengaged for good immediately after Stars WAW. I will be less active than usual and will really only be on this site to host. Once the game ends, I will leave.
I also would like to leave some tributes to my stars castmates
rebranding - I really enjoyed speaking with you! It was nice to bond and work with you. You have such a brilliant presence on this site. Keep being you. All your friends are lucky to have you
Joe001 - you are one of the most loyal individuals here. even tho we didn't talk much, I appreciated ur outreach. thank you so much for being caring and compassionate.
yoshicoolman - your humor is inspiring. you are one of the funniest, positive, and cool ppl I know on this site. Never change.
beastboy - your gameplay is unreal. you got me good and I have respect for you. again im sorry for being a bit immature/nasty with you. I'd be thrilled if u win. keep up the great work
3pi14159 - I really appreciate your generosity. You were a joy to speak with and I am so happy we met. Great luck in stars. dont give up
survivorfan12 - you were so genuine, honest, straightforward, and kind. thank you for being yourself. I think you would be a fantastic representative and winner of this stars. you were amazing
honeybunch1 - I love how chill/relaxed you are. thank you for checking in w/ me. I'd love to c u win
diva_ - one of the funniest ppl on this site with the best energy. thank you for the laughs, the compassion, and the funny moments.
Comments
Hey bro, welcome back. Hope you got a chance to relax
You're all good dude. you were a pleasure to play with and a really chill guy. dont listen to what the people here say to you, they are sometimes extremely toxic for no reason. I've been "cancelled" or whatever on here before many times and ive learned to take the people on this website and what they say with a grain of salt.
