and I don’t want to go. My mom is trying hard to get me to go since she wants me to go out and be social, but like I’m in a phase of my depression rn where I don’t want to be social or be near people and just want to stay home to myself. This happened a year ago when I got sooo low towards the end of the year. Now after everything that’s happened to me in the last few months, I’m back to the low I was in 2019.