So a lot of people have asked me as to why I am bicurious and not straight or gay, and I'll tell you that, as well as how I knew I was bi.
So, first, let's go back to late August. It's a new school year, I'm a senior, it's a great first day. I'm seeing a lot of new students and holy shit, I see hot guys in some of my classes that I've never seen before. Throughout the year, I've gotten close enough to them where if I were walking down the hall and saw them, we would say "hi" to each other. One day in late November, I just sit in my bed thinking about it because I think that I'm gay, but then within ten minutes, I remember that I'm still attracted to women. I thought about it all. I was romantically into men, but sexually attracted to women. I knew at that moment I was bi. I came out to my family, then my closest friends, followed by my social media followers. I didn't post on Facebook because I do have some relatives that would think of me in a negative way if I told them, and specifically, I'm referring to my severally conservative, racist, anti-LGBT grandmother and her sister, who is also the same way. A lot of people congratulated me on coming out, and surprisingly, a good number of them were conservatives who recognized that not being straight wasn't a matter of their political views, but rather what makes the people they enjoy being around happy. I'm currently single and wouldn't mind dating men or women and it has made life so much easier for me.
Now, the reason I am bi and not gay or straight is first off, I'm attracted to both genders, as I've already mentioned, but how do you know you're straight if you haven't dated a person of the same sex? It really makes you wonder about your sexuality and really question if you're straight, and I think there will come a point where being "curious" will be the norm as opposed to being attracted to the opposite sex right out of the gate.
So I have some news that I've shared a while ago with everyone I know irl and now I'm sharing with all you wonderful people. I'm coming out as bicurious! I've always been interested in dating women, but it wasn't until recently that I became open to dating men as well. The way both genders have treated me with love has been beyond imaginable and I love some mens' personalities enough to date them. This is a really big thing for me because I know I've spent my whole life making jokes about being gay but it wasn't until my interest in men when I truly became open-minded. I hope you all can respect this decision no matter how conservative or anti-LGBT you may be. Thank you all so much, lovelies! <3
So I turned 18 today and I'm officially a member of the 18+ Club, which means I can now be sentenced to prison as an adult. But on the bright side to really make things better, I can now legally buy marijuana and watch porn 24/7 if I wanted.
Why the fuck did I lose $18 on my bid for Tester for the rookies game? He legit got NINTH for the first HOH game when he got HOH! Someone explain what the fuck happened here because I want my $18 back!!!
