Sometimes, I need to rant about this because it's something that's serious to me. I used to always be a very happy person and loved being alive. This past year was my senior year of high school and it was probably the worst year of my life. My then-girlfriend cheated on me by commenting on some other dude's post and saying "Love you babe" and then denied the whole thing to me. I tried my best in school but my grades were slipping like crazy. In my school's orchestra, I tried auditioning for higher things but when I got my results back, I did worse than a lot of the fucking freshmen, so you could tell I was pissed. By mid-February, I told the people I added on Snap that I wanted to die and was very close to doing so. I had to seek help and the doctor told me that I needed anti-depressants because of how bad my depression is. I took them regularly, but I've run out of drugs and felt too lazy to get a refill (yes, I should probably be getting a refill). I hate when I come on to this site and realize how toxic so many people are, between getting fucking backstabbed and seeing a game where someone tried to win using like 14 different alts. I will be hosting a group game soon and that'll be something I'm committed to doing, but after that, there's a chance I may quit Tengaged because of how toxic some people on this site are. Just needed to rant because life's just been really rough for me and it might be best that I quit Tengaged soon. :(
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leaving the site would be good considering all people ever do on here is make fun of people for their mental illness, sex, and any disorder in general.
but you can reach out to me on snap @ eyoomarcus if you ever need to talk
I definitely agree to leave tengaged but just realize you can get through this and millions have! I know you can deal with this adversity bro and if you ever need to talk my mails are open
Colter I never said you did. I said that some people on the site are toxic. I’m referring to a wide range of people, from those who make blogs about making fun of the mentally ill to people who think it’s cool to backstab others. Sure, you didn’t make fun of me, but you did backstab me
Papalouiesfansfan how is it backstab when I for one, never talked to you, and two, publicly said I was voting you, the vote for you to go was like 8-2. So more than 5 people agreed with me. You can’t make a blog and pretend for a second you’re a victim, so stop it. Sorry about how your real life is going, but you’ll never change if you don’t change your attitude
but you can reach out to me on snap @ eyoomarcus if you ever need to talk