I left because of my mental health. I recently found out that my grandfather is getting worse. They are saying that he won’t make it the entire year. I found out from my brother that he was rushed to the hospital because he has Covid and is at risk. Just knowing this hurts. I haven’t seen him for over 7 years. He won’t remember me at all because he has dementia. I’ve been dealing with a bunch of emotions and needed a break. I don’t know how long he has left but he helped raise me and was always there throughout my life. With this going on, I’ve been thinking more and more about my father. My past with him isn’t the greatest but with me being at my weakest, I’ve been contemplating reaching out to him. So many emotions coming to the surface and I hate it. I left because I needed to come to terms with everything and to figure out what I want to do. Thats why I left
This breaks my heart so so much, i wish i could come to Canada and give you the biggest hug. I will always be here for you Jack, my dms are ALWAYS open, anytime any day you can call, text anything.. ❤️ i love you Jack,
