It’s been months since I went to the funeral for my grandfather and I never fully grieved. I lost myself in work to cope. Just looking at memories that I had with him made me break. I’m not who I used to be. Not anymore. I’m more tense and colder towards people. I need to grieve. I need to grasp the concept that he’s gone. I will be leaving for a bit to find myself and finally grieve the way I should’ve. See you guys when I get back
The truth is yes me and cmgorilla are no longer together. As of what happened I will talk to people individually about it if y’all want. I’m not starting any drama on here about this. He is making it seem like I am the bad guy when in reality I have done nothing wrong. My dms are open and I’m willing to explain everything
After months of being gone… I’m back. Perfect timing as it’s my birthday today. A lot has happened. I had my surgery and I finally got my promotion at work. Im gonna be more active from now on
There’s a lot going on in my life right now. My depression has been getting worse and with my surgery a week away, I’m terrified. I just haven’t felt like myself lately so I stepped back from tengaged for awhile. I’ll be going back and forth from the site until after my surgery
I have my first very important manager meeting for work and they gave me a dress code to follow; professional. It’s a good thing I have my grad suit that I never wore. One issue…
