I'm not officially diagnosed but for the past 3 years once in awhile I get just in a very sad state of mind and just become a little depressed but recently it's been becoming a lot worse where it's just hard too get out of a slump. Especially the past 3 weeks which I just can't explain. I tried to hide my sadness but in my face it's so noticeable too the point where on my lunch break someone ask "what's wrong?"
I said nothing because I don't want too worry people in my real life about me and its easier just too day it here online so I can get it out of my chest and not have you worry or distract people but lately I just don't feel happy.
Usually I post more joking and fun blogs but this is more of a serious one... Last night the town I live in had a big rainstorm and although I don't live with my parents ... I still have a lot of value stuff in my parents basement... so there was a huge rain storm last night and my parents house is pretty close to a lake. Well apparently according too my parent ( I haven't checked the house yet) they had to evacuate the area on their street and apparently the basement of the house may or may not gotten flooded... I really hope it didn't because all the family albums when me and my siblings were babies were in the basement and I really don't want it to be ruined since it is very valuable too me... I'm just really worried and stressed out and those photos reminds me of the past and I don't want the past to be washed away... I don't know if their okay or not buts it's stressing me out and Im just super nervous they're gone