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The ashloathesu's blog

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boyfriend and i broke up Feb 1, 2023
while i’m in stars…i think this might be the most awful experience ever LOL
Points: 142 14 comments
NOMINATED 11TH IN STARS (VLOG) ✨ Jan 31, 2023
soooo….they finally got my ass. i’ve been pushing so hard (especially this dc) and got completely blindsided by a set i only heard once in passing. anyone in that house can tell you i’ve been running this house since day 1, pushing sets left and right. my hectic playing style has finally come to bite me in the ass once and for all.

with that being said, i premade a vlog that i think a lot of y’all will really enjoy ;))) this is for all my swifties on tengaged!!! love me or hate me, you gotta admit i’ve been slaying until now. gl vasquis!!! no hard feelings <3



go push vasquises button to see more psychotic game-play from the one you loathe the most!!! and FUCK the two bitches who did this, you’re not slick sweetie.

https://tengaged.com/poll/bigbrother-game-221430
Points: 121 8 comments
stars Jan 29, 2023
so lajoaqui wanted to claim in their speech that “The cast make fun of me because I don't speak English well.” then said  “I think I've asked many questions and on several occasions ash and saturn laughed at me and I don't agree with that, I won't talk about it anymore”

this couldn’t be further than the truth and i won’t let my name be dragged through the mud like that. everyone else in that house will tell you i did nothing of the sort and i find it ridiculous that you’re even saying this. anyone in those vcs can back me up and say that that never happened.

then they said in the house chat publicly that they’re evicting me and damian. k, we’ll see how that goes love. you played frantic and got yourself put up and then played victim over something that isn’t even true. don’t you have transphobic allegations against you??? i’d be smart abt this if i were you.

anyways evict lajoaqui in stars because that shit is downright awful. i can’t believe ppl can stoop so low lmfao. thanks for reading.
Points: 580 5 comments
the way im tengaged discourse now Jan 19, 2023
can my existence NOT be discourse on this hellsite, i literally came out two days ago give me a fucking break. “but your avi is female” I CAME OUT. TWO DAYS AGO. at least give me some fucking time christ. the only reason i even realized i was non-binary was because the harassment affected me so much i realized i could be non-binary.

i get zero respect on this website for someone who’s nice and respectful towards everyone (of course unless im provoked). i’ve done absolutely fucking nothing to deserve this and im over it.

thank you to those that understand im a 16 y/o kid grappling with their identity. and to those who don’t, i hope you can at least try to understand others a bit better after this. thanks.
Points: 193 11 comments
how many times do i have to say this Jan 17, 2023
my name isn’t fucking ashley. stop calling me it. i go by ash for a reason, either respect it, or don’t talk to me at all.

i didn’t really wanna share this but now i feel like i have to just to get my point across. my abusive dad named me ashley and it’s a DEADNAME because i don’t want to be seen as a product of my father. my mom wanted me named something different.

but no, i have to say that on fucking tengaged dot com because people won’t stop calling me it, knowing not ONCE have i ever gone by that. it’s ash. call me ash or don’t refer to me at all. simple. i hate being vulnerable on this stupid website because i know someone is gonna use this against me eventually, but right now i could care less. i act like i’m not sensitive, but at the end of the day i’m a 16 y/o that deeply cares how they’re perceived. i’m ash. not ashley, and not my fucking father.

not to fucking mention me getting called a “vile cow” in a frookies because i nominated someone. i’m tired. so fucking tired.

that’s all, im just really fucking tired of it and eventually i hit a breaking point, that being now.
Points: 97 9 comments
SAVE ME IN STARS 736 (15th) Dec 18, 2022
sorry it took so long to get this out, my wifi literally WOULD"NT UPLOAD IT.

this house is a clusterfuck of  emotions, ngl. it's actually crazy, but it'll be even crazier if you KEEP ME INNNNNN. i severely doubt i'm gonna survive this poll but it wouldn't be an ash stars if i didn't go big or go home.

anyways, here"s my vlog! you know what to do, CLICK THAT MFING BUTTON (with no hard feelings ofc).

VLOG LINK HERE:

PUSH THAT BUTTON LOVES: https://tengaged.com/poll/bigbrother-game-220954
Points: 499 17 comments