j2999 I think you should genuinely seek therapy. You seem very emotionally unstable and depressed and seem to take things very personally, in a way that cant be good for your mental health. And tengaged seems to be an outlet for your negativity.
Maybe you should take a break from tengaged. I know how consuming this site can become especially if you think everybody is out to get you.
But, quite frankly, I can promise you that nobody, redfabfoxy , whateverthef and myself included, is judging you or trying to attack you except when you throw tantrums in games and on the blogs page.
Stop investing so much energy and emotion into this shit cuz it ain't that serious bro. Ik cuz I've been there!
