So last night I hung out with some people I met while I was waiting tables about a week ago. They were my last table ever and they were a party of 9. Anyways, so they liked me and invited me to hang out with them and stuff.
We hung out and my anxiety went crazy and I became kinda really quiet the whole time. They were all like wtf and started kinda hinting they did not want me there anymore. I eventually left and cried on my way back home because I felt so devastated that no one wanted me to be with them.
Long story short, I came here and blogged about it and now I feel like no one especially in my real life wants to talk to me. However, I am very thankful for my friends on this site. They are all great individuals. :)
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ive always tried talking to ya but u always ignore my mails so
I hope you get over what you are going through put if you are in social situations and not talking to people its going to be hard to expect them to talk to you