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  3. I just found out
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  6. Today is the day I drop out
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  11. But soon enough
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  13. Does anyone else do this?
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  20. This comp is rigged for Holly lol
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  23. I’ve found a dude that has helped me a lot
  24. My 1984 story arch is really interesting
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  28. Guys so I’m falling for this redhead girl
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  32. I’m falling head over heals
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  40. It’s so annoying to be a young person in America..

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18thMay 20, 2019 by TotalDramaLover1234
So last night I hung out with some people I met while  I was waiting tables about a week ago. They were my last table ever and they were a party of 9. Anyways, so they liked me and invited me to hang out with them and stuff.

We hung out and my anxiety went crazy and I became kinda really quiet the whole time. They were all like wtf and started kinda hinting they did not want me there anymore. I eventually left and cried on my way back home because I felt so devastated that no one wanted me to be with them.

Long story short, I came here and blogged about it and now I feel like no one especially in my real life wants to talk to me. However, I am very thankful for my friends on this site. They are all great individuals. :)


ive always tried talking to ya but u always ignore my mails so
Sent by gabrieltrezza,May 20, 2019
love u caleb, msg me anytime x
Sent by CrimsonEnnui,May 20, 2019
I hope you get over what you are going through put if you are in social situations and not talking to people its going to be hard to expect them to talk to you
Sent by koolness234,May 20, 2019
Fuck them people lmfao
Sent by LivvieBoo12,May 20, 2019
Get some anxiety meds strictly for these situations and maybe it'll calm you down! There's always a next time.
Sent by Timster,May 20, 2019

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