Please. Everyone, just kill me. There's really no reason for me to live. Everything I do is a failure and everything I touch gets hurt and everyone who comes into contact with me either hates me or doesn't understand me. So, please, just kill me now. I don't want to live. Can anyone at least offer up words on how THEY deal with constant misery, day in and day out?
Also, please tell me. I want to know. Why do all of you hate me? Seriously, why? Why do you have to go so far as to cheat in a game just to eliminate me, or make pictures and stories insulting me or my characters, or come onto my page or on Skype and do nothing but yell at me instead of trying to talk like any mature person, or make a ton of blogs accusing me of being a multi when I am not and even PMing every single person in games I play to tell them the same and wrongly incriminate me? Why? Just because I'm passionate and emotional and try my hardest on everything? Well, if that's the case, let's all hate one another, since the entire WORLD is like that. We are all passionate people.
Why? Why does the world hate me? And this isn't just a cliche rant. I mean it. Literally, every single second of my life has been one misery after another. You name it and it's happened in my life, or to those special around me. Death, drugs, alcohol, being homeless, being broken up with, poverty, bullies...you name it.
Saving up my money carefully, I finally decided to buy myself Light Green. Little by little, I'm climbing up that ladder. Hard work pays off, and even though this isn't really anything to brag about, I'm still proud of myself. But, it doesn't stop here. I'm going to keep playing, trying to make friends, and having fun on here! I've had to deal with some bullies and trolls, of course, but I suppose we've all been there. It's not going to stop me, and I'm going to keep playing hard each and every game I set out into!
Looking forward to playing with you, whoever you may be!
Which one do you honestly think is a bigger idiot when it comes right down to it? After an unfair eviction from a game I just played, where I was wrongly accused of being a dictator and 'controlling' people when instead I was trying to help them and lead them to the end, I had to deal with both of them. Idiot newbies and idiot veterans. Both of them had no idea what they were doing and it was rather pathetic. I mean, we had someone literally confess that they had an alternate account playing in the same exact game, we had a newbie who had no idea what the hell he was doing, we had around five inactive players, one person who wanted only health but then lied and just stayed, and the rest of the active players were complete retards with no intelligence whatsoever on what they were doing. It was so hilarious when they were stupid enough to get rid of me. But, those are idiots for you.
So, tell me, which one do you honestly think are bigger idiots? With newbies, you might THINK they are bigger idiots because they are still wet behind the ears, but since they have yet to play that much, it's really hard to fault them for early mistakes. With veterans, is it really excusable to allow such awful and stupid behavior after you've been here a while? Hard choice! Let me know what you think.
I am just so sick and tired of this shit. So, this person who I consider one of my best friends on here begs me several times to please waste my money, when I hardly have any as it is, to play Frookies. I don't want to, but I eventually give in to her because I like this person and we really had a strong connection in our last game that made me think she was a very loyal person. So, what does she do in the game? Well, she keeps nominating her own freaking teammates for some stupid reason, and then when I get sent up for eviction when I don't deserve to, what does she do? She votes me out. And I know she voted me out because I only got one vote to save me, and that one was from my other friend who I trust with my life.
Seriously, why do people do this? I guess it's my fault for being suckered into playing and wasting my money, but this is bullshit. You don't play people like that. You don't lie to them when they've been nothing but loyal and good to you. You DON'T DO IT! I don't care if it's "just a game". You can't continue to make friends and be seen as a good person if you keep treating those you work with like toys, pawns, numbers or garbage. I'm so sick of it. Yes, I realize that coming here I would have to deal with betrayal and lying and backstabbing, but I didn't expect it from those who are close friends. Those who WATCH ME and I WATCH THEM BACK! Seriously, you're a friend when you backstab your friend who you BEGGED to join in the game and who you made waste their money and who has NEVER made it to the final five before? Bullshit.
I really can't stand people who just use others for winning. It's beyond sickening.
An ORG is an Online Roleplaying Game. I am helping host one on another site, and I already have all the players. At least I think I do. I also have several hosts to help out, so I don't need those. However, what I do need is some more Lurkers. In case you don't know what a Lurker is, just look it up on the internet. It's someone who just watches the game/show/competition and comments about it in their own area with their fellow Lurkers. Think of it like fans from a sports game. People who help out by adding commentary and insight into what they're watching, without actually having to do much of anything, since I know a lot of people are too lazy to do that anyway. Oh, and it's a My Little Pony ORG, so you would have to be a character from the series.
The characters that are already taken and therefore who you CANNOT be are: Zecora, Twilight Sparkle, Rainbow Dash, Pinkie Pie, Octavia, Vinyl Scratch, Fluttershy, Trixie, Big Macintosh, Apple Bloom, Diamond Tiara, Lyra Heartstrings, Bon-Bon, Daring Do, Derpy Hooves, Doctor Hooves, Soarin, Spike, Fleur De Lis, Sunset Shimmer, Lightning Dust, Cheerilee, Braeburn, Wild Flower, Discord, Princess Celestia, Princess Luna, King Sombra, and Queen Chrysalis. Anyone NOT in that list is someone who you may ask to be. But, remember, it has to be a REAL character from the MLP series (NOT an OC) and someone who you wouldn't mind playing just as a Lurker.
Any and all takers are very welcome! If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me. Oh, and anyone who says they hate MLP can go to hell and go screw yourselves. I don't CARE what you do or don't like; keep it out of here. This is just me asking for help in a Survivor: Equestria game and I don't need your cynical bullshit. So, yeah, anyway, please help out!
What exactly ARE "friends"? Personally, the word is starting to slowly evaporate from my brain and become a word that is foreign to me and nonexistent. So, can someone give me THEIR definition of what this word means? Because, right now, I'm starting to think it REALLY means "fiends". Missing one letter, but that's what it really means. If anyone can tell me otherwise, I'd love to hear it.
