Hey. So... I just want to say thank you to M_Davis1998, RainbowKing, S73100, Birks4444, and Oreo270 for not only helping with production but also being amazing hosts throughout the season. All of you have done an amazing job evolving this tiny production into a great community.
Now, the elephant in the room. I got voted out because I couldn't win a comp and I had already won too much. I wish I could've gone back and done things differently, but I can't. And no matter what, I improved socially and mentally and somehow upped my placement, even at 7th. My regret would be not putting Megan up when I could, but that is something I can't reverse.
My goal coming in was simple: reverse my past. In Season 1, I played super docile and was just a sheep. When I was asked to play again, I immediately accepted without even checking my schedule because I wanted to rewrite history. And I was still lame at the beginning of the game. But when I was put up against Kendyl, I woke up. A little, yes, but still. But being nommed by Lamar really was a shock to my body and really accelerated my game. I refused to go home.
And so I didn't.
I won Veto. And then another. And then another. AND THEN A-FUCKING-NOTHER. I said, "Fuck my old game. Let's get power." I got Heather's power vote. I was safe under various Dead Men Walking twists. And I likely would've won this game if I remembered how people talked. Or could stack cups right.
Either way, thank you for letting me have a second shot. I hope I can get a third chance and maybe win this time.
Jack, I'm so glad I got the opportunity to play this with ya. Thank you for putting up with my messiness and thank you for just being awesome in general. <3
