When I'm sad, I like to write. And right now, my heart is still in need of recovery. Tell me what you think of the poem I wrote up. It's a villanelle (that's the name of the form)
Her Last Farewell
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But still the record cries its song,
Trailing off into muted surrender.
I will not miss it, when you’re gone.
Steeped in silence, a pregnant, long
Breath swallows those words spoken then in haste.
But still the record cries its song.
The darkness overtakes the dawn -
As unchecked void blots out the sun, she thinks
I will not miss it. When you’re gone,
The broken clock cannot prolong
The time. Against its demise it struggles,
But still the record cries its song.
Bruised and broken, her lips drawn tight,
Her weathered soul bids him its last farewell:
I will not miss it when you’re gone.
Grey eyes follow the path along
The gravel as the figure finally fades,
But still the record cries its song
You will not miss it when I'm gone.
Earlier today I posted a blog about how blessed I was. And it was true, At the time I was. I really was. At the time I was blessed, and I was happy, and everything was going perfect in my world. But then...tonight someone broke my heart. Someone I thought I loved, and who I thought loved me, took my heart in her hands, jabbed daggers into it, trampled it into the ground and then spit on it. And I know that this probably isn't the right place to talk about it but I just needed to tell someone. I just needed some place to vent, some place to let it all out. Because I know that if I kept it in...I'd just never get over it.
But I'll never get over her, I know it. I loved her, I really did. And I let myself be vulnerable tonight because I thought she loved me too. But I was wrong. So wrong. She played me for a fool, promising that she'd spend eternity with me, leading me on, and then she broke my heart. She said she'd commit, she even smiled that gorgeous smile of hers...and then she dumped me, in front of all of my friends. In front of everyone. And then she laughed and walked away.
Gosh I'm just so stupid. So so stupid. What am I gonna do? I don't know if I can do this anymore guys, I really don't :(
to have so many great friends here in my first casting game! I came into this not knowing what was going on and everyone here has just been so welcoming and so nice to me. You guys helped me make it to the top half of this game and I'm just so surprised and like I said, so blessed to be here. That's why I want to take this time and use this blog to say thank you to everyone who has made this game so enjoyable. You're all such super cool people and I'm so excited to get to know you all more! :)
When I'm sad, I like to write. And right now, my heart is still in need of recovery. Tell me what you think of the poem I wrote up. It's a villanelle (that's the name of the form)
I don't think I can take it