Earlier today I posted a blog about how blessed I was. And it was true, At the time I was. I really was. At the time I was blessed, and I was happy, and everything was going perfect in my world. But then...tonight someone broke my heart. Someone I thought I loved, and who I thought loved me, took my heart in her hands, jabbed daggers into it, trampled it into the ground and then spit on it. And I know that this probably isn't the right place to talk about it but I just needed to tell someone. I just needed some place to vent, some place to let it all out. Because I know that if I kept it in...I'd just never get over it.
But I'll never get over her, I know it. I loved her, I really did. And I let myself be vulnerable tonight because I thought she loved me too. But I was wrong. So wrong. She played me for a fool, promising that she'd spend eternity with me, leading me on, and then she broke my heart. She said she'd commit, she even smiled that gorgeous smile of hers...and then she dumped me, in front of all of my friends. In front of everyone. And then she laughed and walked away.
Gosh I'm just so stupid. So so stupid. What am I gonna do? I don't know if I can do this anymore guys, I really don't :(
Comments
LMAO I cant believe you actually blogged about this
Lmao oh Cheese, you were the one coming to me crying because you didnt get laid while in University and how no girl paid attention to you, I was just being NICE to ya, you know? Im just SUCH a good person!
There's only a few ways to go about it buddy. 1)Get revenge on her 2)Be so hung up and sour about it that effects you for way longer then it needs to be. 3)Just take a few days to reflect feel like shit and then move on with your life.
Which choice sounds the best to you? Life is too short to spend it upset with assholes because there's ALOT of bitches out there
Oh you guys are so great, thank you all so much! I will try to move on. I will try to mend this broken heart of mine. But it'll be so hard, I just know it :(
