Don’t call it a comeback, I’ve been here for years! This is my first Stars finals after a literal decade on this site. I am so excited to be here, but I really couldn’t have done it without y’all: the Tengaged public. I’ve had such a JOURNEY this Stars, considering each one I join is more dramatic than the last, but I’m feeling good about this one and think it’s my time to shine!
The start of this game was rough for me, I won’t lie. Seeing my dear friends leave back to back to back was ROUGH on me. After I went up for 15th with my den mother mahogany, I really thought it was over THEN and THERE. Somehow I survived, but my alliance continued to dwindle away (and I had to face the block AGAIN) before my alliance was whittled down to just me and my pancreas-free Judy TheGoodMan. But that’s when I truly started to turn the beat around.
It was at that point that I knew this Stars was bigger than me. I wasn’t just playing for myself anymore, I was playing for Jana too. I thought of her lying all alone in that hospital bed, tubes inserted into her urethra, insulin pumping into her body by the gallon, her hot doctor’s dick inches from her face as he checked her vitals. I knew that she deserved this win, just like her deathbed idols bluesapphire, @lonlee, and snels66 before her.
Though we were the most obvious duo remaining in the game, we avoided the block together for several rounds. Jana was slowly recovering, and things seemed bright. I even donated some stem cells from the fetus I aborted a few years ago to help with her deteriorating pancreas. But then tragedy struck.
Jana and I sadly went up together for 7th. I was heartbroken. Me and my Judy were so close to the finish line, yet at least one of us wouldn’t make it. Jana was discharged from the hospital as her pancreas was laid to rest, and I guess at that point Tengaged decided they had exhausted their tolerance for sob stories and I narrowly survived against her. It was a crushing blow, but I had newfound motivation to win. Because the night before I had sat on the toilet after I missed my period and peed onto that pregnancy test. When I saw those two red lines, I knew I wasn’t playing for one anymore. I was playing for two.
I was pregnant!
Carrying this bundle of joy while playing Stars has been the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to do. My hot flashes, drastic mood swings, and constant aches and pains made it very difficult to focus on the game, but somehow I ended up avoiding the block till the end. Though I’m not looking forward to hours of labor and the vaginal stitches 90% of first time mothers end up needing upon giving vaginal birth, I know this future bundle of joy is the best thing to ever happen to me. And I want her (tentatively named Blythe Jazmyna McIshtar) to enter a better and brighter world than the one we live in now. A world where her mommy is a Stars winner!
So vote for me to win poohs! I’ve put my all into this game, and really hope you can vote for me and my unborn child.