As you all know by now I got voted out for 4th in stars haha. but I thought I would write this blog just to debrief! First of all, I'm so proud of how I played and how far I made it with the odds consistently stacked against me! Not only that, but im so appreciative for the friendships I made and the support I received, which has taught me to be confident! Anywaaaaays lets get to some...
🌟HIGHLIGHTS🌟
1. the day before stars began PenguinOwen126 had approached me and said I should play stars with him.... so naturally I felt very special because I'd never considered myself "stars worthy"... I impulsively joined the next morning and was excited to play alongside Owen. HOWEVER this shady Penguin then started throwing my name out at 15th/14th!!!!! Like... WHAT!? you asked me to play with you... and then tried to get me out!? ouch aha, but thank you for inviting me to play Owen! without that I dont think I ever would have joined a stars game.
2. HeyitsMaggee. Thats all I need to say. her stories were iconic!!! and she was the first person who made me comfortable in a voice call (voice calls are fucking scary). She is seriously such a beautiful human being and I'm so happy to have met her.
3. Nomming Maggee and harehere for 5th. This was the moment I gained confidence and put my foot down. Finally deciding to play a ruthless game that benefitted myself. I pulled the numbers together and successfully made the move. What made this so satisfying was I finally stood up to the bully (I know a controversial accusation) that Harehere had been. Outside the game I'm sure Harehere is a lovely person, but in the game he certainly was not (I'm sure other players will agree) I won't go into much detail because I'm not here to shit talk haha, I just want to focus on this moment as the moment I stood up for myself. Which was very special to me as I rarely stand up for myself when it comes to 'bullying' and intimidation irl.
4. Winning 2 polls that I was expected to lose!!!!! It felt amazing!!
Anyways those are my highlights :) and thank you everyone for making stars such a fun and amazing experience!!
Also.....
If you've read this far. PLEASE... apply for my survivor org!!! I need 2 more applicants!! It's non-live and the winner will be gifted. the link is below! https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/NDXWDGC
OMG THEY REALLY WANT ME GONE haha… it’s 9:30pm for me right now… so I’m a little drunk from celebrating New Year’s Eve!!! (Australia things) BUT please keep me here!!! They are terrified by the support I’ve received as a newbie! But pleaseeeee let me make F3
Also “strategical” isn’t a word!!! I’m so sorry for my stupidity 😂 blame it on the alcohol I swearrrrr
Thank you all so much for the support!!! You literally have no idea how much this means to me <3 I promise I will do my best to make you all proud. Greg I wish you all the best in future games x
I am blown away by the overwhelming support and love I have received in this poll! Thank you to all those who saved me. Seriously, I almost cried when I saw people kept me in, I've never felt this much love and support before, seeing so many people send their support really taught me to never underestimate myself and to believe that I can do it! So thank you all for that gift you have given me <3
Also excuse the bad audio and chaotic laughing ahaha
If the link doesn't work, let me know and I'll send you a different version of the application!
The season is set to start early January :) It will also be Non-live, meaning flexibility for everyone's busy schedule
This season will have an amazing twist that I'd looooove to see done in real survivor... however we will just settle for an org. I've been working hard on this season so I seriously can't wait to share it with everyone.
Also if you don't want to compete as a castaway but instead would like to be apart of the audience, just let me know and I'll add you to the discord server!
Anyways thats enough rambling from me! can't wait to see you all in the game hehe
