As you all know by now I got voted out for 4th in stars haha. but I thought I would write this blog just to debrief! First of all, I'm so proud of how I played and how far I made it with the odds consistently stacked against me! Not only that, but im so appreciative for the friendships I made and the support I received, which has taught me to be confident! Anywaaaaays lets get to some...
🌟HIGHLIGHTS🌟
1. the day before stars began PenguinOwen126 had approached me and said I should play stars with him.... so naturally I felt very special because I'd never considered myself "stars worthy"... I impulsively joined the next morning and was excited to play alongside Owen. HOWEVER this shady Penguin then started throwing my name out at 15th/14th!!!!! Like... WHAT!? you asked me to play with you... and then tried to get me out!? ouch aha, but thank you for inviting me to play Owen! without that I dont think I ever would have joined a stars game.
2. HeyitsMaggee. Thats all I need to say. her stories were iconic!!! and she was the first person who made me comfortable in a voice call (voice calls are fucking scary). She is seriously such a beautiful human being and I'm so happy to have met her.
3. Nomming Maggee and harehere for 5th. This was the moment I gained confidence and put my foot down. Finally deciding to play a ruthless game that benefitted myself. I pulled the numbers together and successfully made the move. What made this so satisfying was I finally stood up to the bully (I know a controversial accusation) that Harehere had been. Outside the game I'm sure Harehere is a lovely person, but in the game he certainly was not (I'm sure other players will agree) I won't go into much detail because I'm not here to shit talk haha, I just want to focus on this moment as the moment I stood up for myself. Which was very special to me as I rarely stand up for myself when it comes to 'bullying' and intimidation irl.
4. Winning 2 polls that I was expected to lose!!!!! It felt amazing!!
Anyways those are my highlights :) and thank you everyone for making stars such a fun and amazing experience!!
Also.....
If you've read this far. PLEASE... apply for my survivor org!!! I need 2 more applicants!! It's non-live and the winner will be gifted. the link is below! https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/NDXWDGC
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You’re a highlight for me too! In the game and now in life ❤️
