Losing a sibling has been the most difficult thing I’ve faced my whole life so far; it hasn’t even been a year yet but as more time goes on, the grieving process to me feels harder. You miss them more and feel so much alone. My heart just feels ripped in half and it hurts. I pray I get out of this depression.
Awe sending love, I am the same way after losing my grandma in 2015. Yet people will judge u and say u have no life cuz of a group game SMH. Losing a loved one Is hard cuz others do build guilt that I know they wouldn't want you to have but just hard.
Memorial Weekend is always tough for me because that's when the vehicle manslaughter happen the caused her death. Just remind yourself you are loved and appreciate the family you do have as that is what I have to constantly remind myself.
much love