Today marks a year since I lost Nathan. I don't come on here much, but it felt like the right place to talk about him. I miss him so much. I text him every once in a while, because then it feels like I can still share my stories with him. This year has been so incredibly hard, and I'd give anything to have him by my side. This loss hit me so differently than any loss I've dealt with before, and if I'm honest I probably still haven't processed it. But I told him I'd keep fighting for us both, and I will. I'm reminded of him so often, just out in the world someone will say something or I'll use one of his stupid insults or some other line he'd always say. It's nice to still have that piece of him with me. He made me stronger, he taught me to not give a fuck about what people think. He loved me for me and I will forever be grateful for everything he did for me. Matedog1209 I love you, I miss you, and I promise I'll never forget you <3
