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jlfs blog.

Posts 30 posts

Jan 20, 2012
imageIf you like me, tell me why
if you hate me, tell me why

I'm bored and I like to stir up conversation via the blogs page ^_^

*FoxFace* thanks
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*lemonface* LOL LEMON WE FAILED SO BAD.
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*punx193* and ok punx, im neutral about you too, cuz idk you lol
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*bluestar* KK and I dislike you for being deceitful towards someone like me who has always had your back, and then voting out one of my closest friends in a game over someone we didn't even ask to join.
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*markb101* mark
I don't even think I was the one to ask about throwing a challenge? My tribe just noticed that tom didn't want to be in a survivor any longer.. so it was stupid for my tribe to lose another one.. for someone who was just going to quit anyways.

Bring on the merge.. he quits and suicides (i think he was the one to suicide) and you guys lost your majority.. and you could have had a decent scorer to help you win more challenges but nope.. you stuck with someone who was unreliable.

I never seen it as a backstab or any of that.. it was just lame
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*jallina15* idk you either.. i'm always tempted to bet on you tho
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*bluestar* I don't appreciate my trust in someone being cut short. I understand you were busy.. but I made it EVIDENT BEFORE that specific vote that I wanted kob to be around for a bit.. and that I may leave if he goes. Not only that but I asked you to vote tenj.. so you knew where my vote was. But instead.. you chose to vote for him.. without saying anything to me, and acted like it wasn't an issue.. I think the fact that I got completely BLINDSIDED kinda shows what sort of "friend" I was to you.
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*wumblebee* ily 2 :* except you were supposed to join the stars I won bitch lol
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*markb101* thats understood and thats fine.. my whole thought about it was that if I got to merge.. we may have been able to merge in the majority.. without you getting voted out. Tom just completely did NOT care.. and you guys were about to face a supertribe.. lol
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*mikeroro* I don't not like you.. I just don't like how you guilt your friends in games.. (i probably sound like a hypocrite, but its a much different situation) that survivor was just stupid.. you voted with johnny to get me out and we're supposed to be friends.. but then you guilted everyone when they voted you.. it was just beat. I'm over it though. I don't not like you :P
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*dmann* I like you too :D I loved the survivor you played with me, even though it wasn't for long.. but I loved coaching you about survivor LOL.
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*smi9127* I think we did a while back because of a survivor with like chriss99x and genevere or something? It was so long ago tho idc lol. And I like you too, maybe we will cross paths more ^_^
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*james1985* aww my james, I love you man :) your such a good guy with a good heart, and I wish we talked more too! LOL I'm such a fail here now.. I come on, do my survivor challenge, and then go to work. I don't do shit often.. but you can always message me on skype, I'm always invisible ^_^
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*thegoodman* I don't know if we were just not on at the same time ever.. but I really don't remember us talking much :S I usually talked with sash, ryatur, lemon and owee.. I didn't get to know people as well as I should have. I'm sort of a closed book that you judge by the cover most times LOL :P Regardless, I've always thought you were a good guy, and in my mind you fall under the stars gameplayers category ^_^ I support you often!
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*rippyroo* LIKE HELLO RIPPY I LOVE YOU :D I guess my biggest fault on this site is not talking to people more openly lol. I really talk to those I spend the most time with in games.. I should be more damn social! But i love you rippy even when you get all ghetto on me for saying shit to corey in stars LOOOOL SO FUNNY. but some great survivor times between us man, loved merging 5-5 and getting emmaleigh/jon/domany/dino LOL :*
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*bluestar* the point to me is that I wouldn't have voted zedd because I knew you didn't want me too. It sort of felt like I've done all I can for you and would never go behind your back, and then you just openly voted for someone I expressed I wanted to be with us for a while.
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*schmooboy* Idk you either but I heard bbdamian is hittin that from the back so I'll be seeing you round the oc LOL JK :P but you seem cool ^_^ gl in stars they finna get you soon!
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*lucyx3jean* hush you! :*
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*owee13* honey.. that survivor when I wanted to keep brookebaby was because KEZ/RYATUR/MINSIKID said that you would go next.. I've always told you I was mad because what I was told was going to happen wasnt what happened :/ I didn't have a personal vendetta against you or anything.. i was just told by those 3 that you were gonna go before brooke :L I love you to tho kk :*
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*kimmal8* kimmal ily :* and sorry bout that i was a cunt
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*sweetheart95* hunny i love you! zack is still being a bitch to me but it is what it is i guess.. I only ever used your name in my arguement with him because I knew he'd have kept you safe.. and we didn't initially ask you to join. But i loved talking to you in that rookies.. and on oc calls when you insult zack to the fullest. Hunny you are my big ol precious!
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*egaga911* hunny we had some fun games, and I always enjoyed playing with you. Your a laid back guy and someone who appreciates a good friend, and loyalty. I appreciate you too :*
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*Chlltownofcourse* well I love your name obvi.. cuz I love chilltown ^_^ and thanks, I think I may have been in a castings with you cuz your name does look familiar! I see your name in the stars pollbox supporting me all the time so thank you for that man! castings soon? :D
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*ribbons* Hi :*
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*realitynerd* we are not close really, but I love your blogs.. they are like a mixture of education and humor to me lol. I respect you very much as well.. we've been in some games before, not really any noteworthy, but I will have your back whenever I see you in one :)
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*tinabeena* hunny I don't hold back! I love your skype games and your outlook on life.. stay strong always! You've always been a sweetheart to me and that is why I love you so much :*
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*mack3199* hunny you got me LOL. that was when I accidently pm'd ryatur (my irl roommate now) the "totem pole" of our survivor.. i was such a controlling noob! LOL then you and benjamin flipped that ass and I was done.
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*bengalboy* ur a good guy too, always up for losin to me in balloono :P gl with your marriage, you and jaym are great people ^_^
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*tonym101101* ily 2 < 333
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*sprtsgy1989* well your welcome for the gift man :P even tho you gifted me like the next day LOL. and I do always support you, your a cool guy :)
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*ilovesleep* yeah I really don't know you too much lol. Maybe we will catch each other soon :')
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*questionable* yeah umm I was a bully that stars tbh.. it was really the front I had to put on.. playing with so many big name players.. I was trying to scare you into trusting me LOL. And i think I'll always be a gameplayer :P and ily btw :)
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*bb5lover* james ily a lot obvi ^_^ and we can meet whenever.. if you forgot you are the one who bailed on me.. and hunny that stars win was a long time comin thank you!
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*infamouskydd* I'm kinda a bit relieved you commented.. and what you said in it. I've never had a serious problem with you.. you do annoy the living HELL OUT OF ME IN BALLOONO.. but I've always kinda felt like you didn't like me.. and thats why your always so quick to insult me.. guess its kinda just a feeling I had. hmm, idk.
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*johntherevelator* ok i will message you to see who you are :P and thank you for everything you said :')
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*ryguy* I think I was just annoyed about that game, and how stupid it was that you were so against working with the "oc" even tho me and robby controlled it. We could have had an oc f3 tbh.. it was just annoying me. I think their are certain things about you that our personalities clash on.. things like the reason you stayed in your survivor tribe instead of suiciding with dorkish and jm.. or things like how plenty of the oc members asked why you are even in there considering most games you are in you work against the oc.. I just think we are strong minded people that just aren't meant to be close.
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*nikutoku* I really like you too, tbh I kinda feel like since you've became so known and loved by everyone you stopped talkin to me =[
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*princessteepee* thanks for such a long paragraph :P Hunny I am a multigifter until I die so do not hate! LOL Yes I think we've always been good to each other really, and I definately am a hot head, but I try to be fair and be good to my friends.. be the best you can be ya know? :)
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*tyboy618* tyboy you are such a sweet heart! and thanks for noticing my blogs lol! I try to make them funny or at least get people to talk about the issues i blog about ya know? Idgaf about plusses I just like to have conversation ^_^
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*chelss* aww chels ILY. i like how we are super competitive with each other.. and how we fake insult each other on calls.. remember the sisterhood? omg lol. And no I don't "not like you" at all! Thats exactly why I stayed out of the lexi/lucy vs chelss mess cuz I liked both parties involved.. and I didn't want anyone to think differently. We def don't talk as much as we used to tho :( i kinda feel like its cuz you go on tengaged for like a week, then you leave for a week then come back lol your so on and off.
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*o_elle_o* that was a fun tribe we had ^_^ and thanks for doubling my bets all da time ok :D
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*Insanity* hunny i work them little monkeys in that balloono, you don't want none of this!
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*aria* thanks! I think your a good person as well =] thanks for being my friend even tho that alliance hates me.. i respect people that have a mind of their own! and hunny you be killin me with that spam LOL
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*slice* i think your cool as well, grats on winning one of those stars quick games ^_^ see you around soon i bet =D
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*piddu* umm thanks your cool too ok
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*donaam* i like you too! and hunny you know I worked that ass in balloono! lol :P yeah we've been in some games, probably more to come :D
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*anthony2011class* yeah we worked it :* and your so trashy with that stars song and having your mom wake you up in the morning.
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*kob3sm1th* your like my brother tbh.. i care a lot about you.. and ive had some great talks and some great games with you ^_^ ily so much man, will always have your back < 3
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*mattybb9* thanks :) you do the same for your friends.. and I think that you and I relate because we do not hesitate to call a bitch out on there shit! We did have problems.. glad that is over since you'd take me in the duel and beat me by 200 in m3 xx
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@meowcat yeah I pretty much love you too and I don't really remember why. I think its just cuz your a great girl =]
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nunley I don't mind that tbh.. at times I definately let my temper get the best of me. Jenn and I haven't got along in a while, but I'm happy to say that the both of us put it aside, and we just leave each other alone, she's actually been great bout it.
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hai_ hi ily too :*
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@silverlizard hi I like your name xd
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salmaan good to know! message me sometime we can play a game =]
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nelson1987911 I like your post tbh, now and then I need reminders like that to let myself know things aren't such a big deal. and you seem very genuine too :)
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quackerz you mean a lot to me :) I'm so happy we became such good friends. Your a great guy :) ily.
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marebear111208 mary I don't hate you by any means.. and I text you when you text me.. not always right away and thats because I don't always have access to my phone.
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dcsooner I have a lot of respect for you too, that survivor was a mess bro LOL btw I only voted you because soker said you'd vote him for eating your food :P thanks for voting with us, and Im mad I didn't get to finish that stars we were in, i was gonna work with you lol
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ghoul I think I've seen you around in games, you seem cool yourself =D
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shadowballer000 and now you are a challenge beast and you gonna kick my ass in them damn duels LOL. I like you a lot shadow =]
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dannyjr0587 we've always had a mutual respect for each other, I always support you in stars =D And I always have had your back in games where we made some sort of deal. I always try to honor my deals no matter what, loyalty is big to me :') I would always be there to help ya man :D
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athena i love your username cuz I loved greek mythology in school :P and you were always a really nice guy, we worked together very briefly in stars but it was great to have your trust, even though i may have broken it lol Your definately a cool guy in my book.
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davidfisher a rocky relationship to say the least.. we're on cool terms now since I forced you to realize I really did not get you banned lol. I think we can be friends as long as we don't compete against each other in games LAWL.
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allieboballie yeah i was a major cunt in that stars LOOOOL. sorry bout that! And yeah we talked recently about that.. and I think you merged onto my tribe maybe once or twice after that.. so we're def cool in my book :D.
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Oct 23, 2011
imageLAWD it has been one hell of a week, you just can't even begin to understand. I planned to join this stars months in advance (like I always do) and upon joining I almost gave up. I logged off and left because I took one look at that cast and thought I was royally screwed both strategically and popularity wise (does that make sense? lol)

Anyways, I got some text messages from two friends, Lucy and P@xton telling me to get my ass on and not give up. To the two of you, thank you for not letting me quit. Ily =]

So heading into the game I was immediately nominated for 16th LOL UNNOMMINATED TO ENROLLMENT < 33 *fail* and at that point I knew that there were very few I could trust. I helped to create a third alliance (the middle alliance) consisting of myself/nexus/daniele/robby/vike that was successfully able to control both sides for a bit and run the nominations. There were certainly a few rounds that didnt go my way (me going up twice, daniele going up the first time and quackerz going up) but for the most part I got a lot of things my way. I think probably my biggest move was convincing chemicalali to flip to my side when daniele backstabbed me, and that was fucking awesome LOL

I was sad to be nommed with robby, though he definately made me laugh a lot during it. I was certain I would get second and when those results showed I was overjoyed. It was finally my time to win one. I think karma came back around for all the times I've been fucked over, by me winning a game I almost gave up right away on.

Thank you for all the support, votes, comments, mails and everything any of you have ever done for me < 3 Thanks to jennifer101 and cgyflames for making me want to try extra hard to win to shut your bitchy asses up xD

Stars 153, finally a success :D
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Oct 22, 2011
image(thanks aksp for the cute homemade sign =] ily bud)
What a crazy ride.
I planned to join this game about 2 months in advance (I normally plan ahead because I need to not work a lot that week so I can be around a lot, because a majority of the time I get nominated is because I am at work and not able to keep things under control).

Immediately after I joined I felt defeated and wanted to give up, after seeing what I perceived to be a really popular cast, and a few minutes into enrollment I logged off. I got some text messages from some people who know who they are, telling me that you never know what could happen in this game and I should really go on and at least try, and boy were the right.

My initial goal started out as just finals, because with the mixture of
strategy and popularity in this game, I really felt fucked LOL. Slowly but
surely those who gunned for me got out, and the big names fell early, and I
was literally shocked LOL

I sit here in finals having been nominated only two times along with my fellow houseguests, having not created any flavor, having had the incredibly huge target with having a best friend in the game, but still managing to have the longest consecutive amount of time spent off the block.(10 rounds for me, 7 for chem, 6 for ryguy)

I played this game the only way I knew how, took chances, made bold moves but there were definitely times when it wasnt easy, when the whole house was against me, and those were the times where I really showed up and worked hard to pull off what I needed to do. (there was one specific move that caused vike to blog about me being a great stars player because I pulled off the unthinkable to prevent him and robby going up)

I really want this tengaged, I don't think my desire or my effort have ever really been questioned, and I really hope that this time I can pull off a win. I've been close to it before having made two finals in the past, but I just want to have that feeling like everything you did this week was for one reason and one reason alone, to win.

Thanks for all your support to everyone out there, all your kind messages, your support blogs, your mails that made me smile. < 3

Please vote for me here: http://www.tengaged.com/poll/bigbrother-game-45769

PS: here is a little video I've prepared from all the people who fucking rock and made me sign pictures

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Jul 21, 2011
imageInapropros, Gifnor, Tuhtle Tribe, Yeonwa, Aussies, ¬¬', Tribe Mod, TNT, Nightfighter...... they came, they saw, they conquered.

http://i55.tinypic.com/2vih5he.png

I worked really hard on this for some reason :P Im not the most crafty but it looks pretty decent, thanks for all the help figuring out merge streaks and shit. If there was a tie, it was decided by alphabetical order, which is what screwed lulupi/piddu over. Plus/comment? :]
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Apr 15, 2011
imageSooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
basically ryatur20 moved in with me which I'm pretty sure most people already know :D Sash has been on a vacation from his kangaroo ridin aussie land to the u s of a.. happened to be in nyc, booked a flight and met us out ^.^

we went for dinner, went for beers, played some video games and made a little video for everyone :o So yeah here ya go?

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Mar 27, 2011
imageand i've gotta say it was the most successful game i've played.
Yes i wanted a slow game.. i wanted people to talk, i wanted people to play games like guess that 90s song :PPP, i just wanted to be able to log on and talk to a group of my closest friends on here, and thank you to the 12 people who made that happen for me.  In case you didnt know i wrote little paragraphs for everyone.. hence why i made ryatur not vote till i was done :P check the game to see them:
http://www.tengaged.com/game/27829

here's the screenie i made on day one for the people that joined:
http://i53.tinypic.com/1z2ocih.png

and heres a picture of the 10,355 record breaking bets that i doubled:
http://i53.tinypic.com/nwzhno.png

Sorry the T took so long but you were all forewarned :P

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