i know i am singke by choice. i know if i wanted to date i could. i still do not know fully why i will not. it is to hard to admit its because i think it will all fail in the end which is no reason not to try. so i have searched for a better answer. the one that makes me sad but i find may be the key is that i may not know how to fully give my heart, to release it, i may never have, it seems so guarded behind all my walls all my masks, this is why i love my crazy hair, black painted nails and funny clothes. i am hidding, from what, i do not know. i wish someone had the keys to unlock me.
getting the word out.