when i started stars i wanted to act like i was a hot shot
i wanted to be the loudest voice in the house
i wanted to really make an impact
no-- make a point
i wanted the world to see the potential i had
use my fame-- or infamy-- for something bold
something never before seen
something important
but i failed
i outed myself as an attention seeker
a fame hog
all eyes had to be on me
and in the end i was a let down
to those who saw me at my worst-- i’m sorry. i really am sorry that i used an online game to make myself seem better and more important than i was. than i am. than i will be.