i try and quit for the first time in longer than i'm willing to admit and i'm like on the verge of a panic attack and can barely eat anything
anyways, life is actually going pretty well, i just finished my final paper and i'm actually very proud of it and i find the topic more interesting than almost anything i've ever written. my brain is just gaslighting me
literally in the same boat as you bae ive been trying to quit nd have gone back 3 times in the past 2 weeks, likee the way it messes with my memory and emotions once i made it a daily thing made me realize yeah i gotta chill on this and make it casual again