I suppose my time has come to an end in the Target Roulette Stars House. If I were to go back in time and take a guess if I were to be cast in this game or not, I would not have believed I would, purely because of the fact I knew absolutely no one coming into it. We started with eighteen individuals who were all diverse in personality, doing whatever it took in order to make it farther within this game. I have made some bold moves, some questionable mistakes and learned everything related to Stars from scratch as I played this game. Ultimately, it has all led me here to a 5th/18th placement within this game and I will take that thoughtfully.
This entire game has been quite the experience for me that I will never forget here on Tengaged. At some points in time in this game, it felt as though I had went past my moral code when it came to being deceitful or having to unfortunately lie to an individual on a game level, since I am truly a nice person who always remains positive. As nice as I have been in this game, it is not an untrue quality about me as some may have labeled me "fake." It has taken so much of my emotional strength to have persevered through this game, simply because of the fact that outside of this game I am a genuine, kind and gracious individual who always puts others before themselves. This game has tested my limits on many levels, however I never let it get the best of me. Anything that has ever happened toward me in this game, I never took personally.
I would like to thank Admin and KrisStory for the opportunity to play Target Roulette Stars. You two have made this game amazing regardless of what the public may view it as. Additionally, I would like to thank the individuals who have supported me in some way, shape or form outside of this game, especially the person who I am motivated by to do better in these games Roshy, one of my closer fans CrimsonEnnui and others. It has most certainly surprised me as I went up that I had even a slight amount of support from the community so for this I am most thankful. I also would like to thank the cast of Target Roulette Stars Season 1, without all of you we would not have made this season what it was and make it as successful as others might not have thought it would be. I made a new best friend out of this entire game, Tryphena, who has been one of the most pleasant and respectful people I have gotten to know. I know that most of the cast does not plan on speaking with me after the game is over, only because I know there are more well-known individuals to associate with on this site, however the above statement is true about the game's success!
I will now be logging out of Skype as I have no use for it now. The time has now come to head back into the shadows of making Aaliyah-inspired blogs related to her music and putting myself back into obscurity. :) The one thing I would tell all of you during my experience in this house is to not react as strongly about these games as they are as such, games. Be thankful for what you have or how far you have made it, not for what you do not have or not where you are at. Keep yourself positive, mindful and aware of all things within your life and remember that positivity and optimism will guide you to your success as you motivate yourself.
I truly love you all and I hope you have a great day.
Comments
You were the last girl standing, you played a really interesting game (even if it was at my expense lmao). Congrats Aaliyah!
I must confess I haven't been following the game and I clicked on this blog because I loved Aaliyah the singer and was intrigued. But, I just want to say that you seem like the loveliest and wisest person. I really like your gracious perspective and refreshing "it's a game" attitude. I wish I could have copied your speech for when I got 5th place in Stars haha. If you play another group game or Stars game, you have a fan in me :)
