Jan (DarkTyphoon23) Confessional EP:2
oh boy another LOSS, i've already attended more tribal councils premerge this season than i did in Suriname and this is only the second tribal council this season!!!
right now, it appears that the recurring theme for our tribe is that we lose, don't discuss anything at all for the night after our loss, convene in the morning, everyone complains that it is quiet everywhere, no one wants to throw out a name, then wait around to see who will be the first one to throw a name out there, and have everyone pile up on that.
i'm kinda in a pickle right now, like who really let me be in this position to where i'm in two different groups:
- me/nathan/jimmy/washed/cameron
- me/travis/chandler
atm, on my tribe, i feel closest to washed and chandler, with nathan, travis, and cameron being up there right underneath em so it's kinda hard bc supposedly no one talks to each other so
like the first tribal was fine bc everyone just hopped on an easy vote, but idk if people will do that again this time around and i'm not tryna get CAUGHT this early on! i didn't ask for this lol, people just threw me in their groups like what am i supposed to say, no?
there's probs more groups out there that i'm not privy of, and that's fine by me lmao, as long as i'm not the one being voted for. i think i've established decent individual connections with everyone though so that i won't be targeted at least. if i'm not in the majority each time, that's fine that's the name of the game lmao. as much as i was controlling the shots last season, this time around, i'm trying to play a more subdued, under the radar game because i know that i can't play as aggressively, at least this early on, just yet. so, i'm letting everyone kinda just dictate what's going on and i'll be going with the flow, all the while still managing my relationships with everyone.
rn, everyone's still trying to come up with a name however LMAO SO that's a little scary!!! but as long as it's not me, then well i'll just roll with it and go from there and adapt accordingly, like the (hopefully) crafty guy i am