Hey jurors :)
For starters, I want to congratulate Nichole, you were an incredible ride or die and even though we did not have the same path to final 2, we still made it here!!
I definitely did not expect to make it this far, coming in I really did not have any hopes of doing well as most of this cast I was unfamiliar with besides Nichole and Brady. I knew Nichole prior to this and hadn't spoken to her over a year so it was nice to reconnect and make a pact with her. Brady and I came off another group game and not on the best terms so I did not know where I stood with him.
-PRE JURY PORTION-
Starting from Day 1, I was on the Dededo Tribe. We lost, and almost everybody wanted to vote out Brady. A 5 person alliance chat was created, with Stuart, Nichole, Sam, Willie and I. Personally, Brady is someone who I saw myself playing the game long-term with despite our rocky past. As Brady and I bond, he tells me he has an idol. This was music to my ears, and we had to take the opportunity to get a threat out. We decided on Drew and yes, I was the second vote on him. However, I could not risk people questioning it was me, so I did my best to pin it on Brandon. Shortly after, people saw Brandon and Brady as a duo and Brandon went home right after.
On my original Dededo tribe, I built strong connections with Willie and Nichole as well. At one point, that’s who I wanted to go to the end with. Willie and I bonded a lot, and he was someone who I could trust completely. He was loyal, and an amazing ally anyone could ask for. Eventually he did find an idol when we swapped to Talofofo and the first person he told was me. After I swap to Talofofo, I meet Rick, and him, Brady and I bond and establish a final 3 alliance. From here on out and for the rest of the game, we would go on calls to strategize and discuss votes for the remainder of the game.
When I swapped back to Dededo, I saw an opportunity to get Sam out. I always had my eyes on him, and viewed him as a cutthroat player. He was pretty low-key and I could see his strategy and understood what he was trying to do. He had established connections with Joey, Craig, and Jimmy. Jimmy and Craig were two wildcards and I did not know where they stood. I did know Craig and Jimmy were aligned with Brenden and Nolan on the other tribe and I could see all of them coming together during the merge to establish a major alliance. Sam’s connections were very concerning, and if I did not take him out pre-merge, he would’ve been a dangerous player. After Sam was voted off, we lost again and I assumed this was the final tribal before the merge. We vote out Jimmy, and then the hosts pull a fast one on us and here we are at tribal again. I was a bit sad since I bonded with Craig and did not want to vote him out, but I knew voting out Jimmy and Craig would severely weaken the other side. I decided to abstain during the Craig vote, because I knew it would be hard to abstain twice during merge.
MERGE
The Dakota vote →
Coming into the merge was a bit refreshing. No more tribes, we were all one. I did not know where I stood with Gabriel, Brenden or Nolan because we were never on a tribe together until now. I really liked Dakota but when my alliance with Willie, Stuart, and Nichole discussed a vote, we realized Dakota is someone who messages and talks to everyone. Dakota was someone on the other side, and was someone considered as an easy first vote. I would've much rather done Nolan or Brenden but I was not going to fight it. My alliance with Brady, Rick and I also agreed upon voting Dakota, so that is how it went.
The Brenden vote →
Brady finds the merge idol, which made me super excited. I knew everybody that had an idol which gave me great comfort and encouraged me to make some bold moves without worrying about someone having an idol. Some of the members of alliance such as Willie and Nichole had connections with Gabriel, so he was someone that would vote with us. Here my alliance with Rick and Brady decided it was time to flip and go with Nolan, Joey, and Brenden because they did not completely trust Gabriel out. However, I did not think Gabriel leaving would benefit my game so I leaked the vote to Willie, hoping he would use the idol on Gabriel. My intentions were not to only flush Willie’s idol but get Brenden out who I had barely spoken to. This also exposed Brady and Rick as liars, and made them bigger targets, and I thought it was a great way to use them as some form of a shield, and no one found out I was the one who leaked. If I do have one regret, it is not speaking to Brenden more. It was just my weird schedule and time management where I did not reach out as much to him.
The Gabriel vote →
My alliance with Nichole, Willie, Stuart, Gabriel and I were the majority. It was us 5 and them 4. I was starting to think long term and I believe Gabriel had a stronger relationship with the other 3 than me. His advantage that he received during the auction would harm me more than it would benefit. I knew Brady had an extra vote advantage so I knew the vote would go to 5-5 if I were to vote with my alliance. The other side including Rick and Joey were voting for Gabriel, and I took the opportunity to get Gabriel out alongside gaining an extra vote advantage myself. I decide to abstain, and Gabriel goes home 5-4.
The Nolan vote →
Nolan and I bonded a bit personally, I did speak to him quite a lot without talking much game with him. I did view him as the glue that was holding that fragile side. If he leaves, that whole side weakens. It was the final 8 and a 4-4 side. However, I had an extra vote and I was planning to use it here to get Nolan out 5-4. Rick and Brady were adamant on getting Willie out here. Who I considered a trustworthy ally, it was still a bit early for me. I had to come forward and tell my alliance I decided to abstain, the only ones who knew that I abstained were Nichole, Rick and Brady. I told Willie and Stuart, and even though they told me they understood, it definitely raised their suspicions.
I decided to tell Rick and Brady that I will be using my extra vote to vote Nolan out because I did not want to blindside them. I was expecting Nolan to go 5-4 with my extra vote, however it was not the case. Rick told me he abstained and had abstained during the Dakota vote as well. I was a bit alarmed because he did not trust me enough to tell me about it. Nolan goes, and I see myself at a great spot.
The Willie Vote →
This was hard to do, because I absolutely adore Willie but there’s no way in hell I would beat him at the end. My alliance decided to vote for Brady and I tried my best to find a way for Willie to be voted out without exposing where my loyalty lied. Since this was the last time Rick could use his advantage, he used it to vote for Willie. I thought the best way to do this would be a 4-4 vote with Brady using his idol which results in Willie going home. I let Brady know he is getting the votes and I voted for Brady to make it seem I was loyal to Nichole and Stuart. This move did hurt because Willie was nothing but loyal to me. (ily king <3)
The Stuart Vote →
I genuinely did not believe Stuart wanted to go to the end with me and Nichole despite Nichole believing it. His resume is not as strong as Nichole and Is and I believe his best shot was to go be sitting against Rick and Joey in the finals. My alliance w Nichole and him wanted to do Rick, however I needed Rick to take a shot at Brady. Brady, Rick, and I decide on a vote and we vote out Stuart.
The Rick Vote →
Ideally, I wanted a final 3 with Joey and Nichole. My plan was to get out Brady at 5 and Rick at 4. Brady however had a lower chance of winning F4 immunity than Rick and ultimately I decided to take the shot at Rick. I do apologize how this went down though, Rick. I did not have to do that unnecessary amount of lying and I do believe you would not be as upset, if I was just honest with you. I really am sorry.
The Joey Vote →
I win Final 4 immunity, and Joey pointed out how it may be a Final 2. Which started to make a lot more sense as the hosts never said I earned a spot in the Final Tribal Council after winning F4 immunity. I thought about getting Joey out here.. Brady and Nichole would both bring me to Final 3. If I had brought Joey and he wins immunity, he would take Nichole over me.
The Brady Vote →
I win F3 immunity, and this was hands down the hardest for me. I never really thought about taking him to the end at first, but as Brady and I called everyday, I built a special bond with him BUT there was no way in hell I could win against Brady. He had such an incredible underdog story. To almost being voted out first to winning is the best story for a season. He had two flawless idol players and overall was a well-rounded player. I would lose by a great margin if I was up against him in the final 2. I started the game with him Day 1 and to finish together would’ve been amazing.
Thank you guys for such a great season, it is always nice to meet new players in our small community and I am so glad I got the chance to meet each and every one of you. My closing thoughts are that I do feel like I deserve the title of sole survivor, I’ve worked so hard to make it to this standpoint and I hope you guys can see that too. I won 3 immunities and went through a 12 hour endurance challenge (pls..). I was always making moves that benefitted me regardless of what side. I had a hand in almost every tribal and every tribal that I went to had gone my way. I took out frontrunner threats like Gabriel, Willie, and Brady. I was aware of all the idols and advantages and knew who had them. I successfully abstained votes without getting caught. I went to 11 tribals without receiving a vote and had only received one vote this entire game.. (thank you Joey lol). I believe I was consistent in all aspects of the game. I believe I had a great social game, a great strategy and won the immunities I needed to in order to make it to this far. Thank you for taking the time to read it, I know it was a lot but I really wanted you guys to see the depth and layers into my game and if you guys have any questions, please let me know!! Thank you Will, Daniel, and Ess for such an awesome season and giving me the chance to play <3 - Sameed