Dylan O. (DBWs): [Closing Confessional]
So I never updated ya from after final 6, I've been a bit busy and also am v lazy. So at the final 6 Cole was basically just hated by everyone and I knew there was nothing I could do to save him without tanking my game, and had to let him go. I still voted for Matty in case someone else would and he wouldn't play the idol, but I didn't want to push it too much because I was worried if Cole/Matty tied it could be a rock draw with Mich in it, which I did not want.
At final 5 I was rooting hard for Mich to win, and he was able to making that all immune tribal. After that, I was wanting to make a move on Austin/Joey, but Matty never got back to me and I assumed he was voting Mich because Austin/Joey told him to do so, and felt like if I didn't I'd be the final 4 target. That was a crushing vote because Mich/I could have voted Matty, or even Joey/Austin and gotten away with it because Matty likely would have done that since he was offline for life reasons and wasn't ignoring me like I thought.
Going into the finale, Austin winning immunity made me think I had to vote Matty, but Joey was a big blind spot for me because he really was going to take Austin. When Austin said he was willing to go Joey I said no at first because I thought it was a test for him to go to Joey final 3 and be like 'DYLAN VOTED U TAKE ME' but then realized he was being serious, and fuck it was hard to vote Joey but then Austin basically confirmed Joey wasn't taking me anyway, so I went with him to do so. I made a fucking COMEBACK at the final immunity as I was in last basically the whole time, and took Austin because to me Matty played much more of an underdog game and I felt like I'd have a weird case of saying 'yeah so at final 8/7/6 I wanted Matty gone but couldn't do it because of a self vote and other fiascos' while my case against Austin is we played similar games but I made relationships to get me far, while he used a shield in Joey.
ALSO NO VOTES AGAINST ME BITCCCHEEESSS. Although that needs a big ole * because of the amount of evacs/self voting, but I'll take it.