"damn so the votes went well. It was a chill week for me. I was out alot but I trusted everything was going to be fine bc JT was HoH. Kash won HoH. And before everything Kash was like "hey man, I have nothing against you. Its mostly JT, but this game is literally boring as fuck and I am going to shoot myself in the head if something doesnt happen. So I apologize in advance for all of it. Now shit hit the fan. I kinda knew he was going to expose the alliance. The members, and the plan. But the thing is, I am not taking too much heat from it. I have time and a chance to recover from this. JT is reacting alot. And frankly, I dont think I can stop him. He's already done and said too much. JT has put a big target on his back and it sucks. I am and will always stay loyal to JT. But I do understand what he is doing by arguing with Kash publicly in front of everyone to see. Yeah the first three weeks have been our doing. Literally Jesse, Rachel, and Coco were the exact people we wanted to leave, and they are all gone. And naturally some more threats are emerging. Kash may be one of them. But I want to talk to him later in the week. He knows I wasnt too hard on him. I wasnt too aggressive when it came to talking about who I wanted out. if anything, I was the best to Kash out of the alliance. JT on the other hand is potentially the target of the week. So.. we'll see how this week goes. But it definitely isnt something I can't survive."
