Jordan (jman96) Confessional EP:2
It feels really good to win that immunity challenge, espically when you are the one that got the tribe to win. Maybe they will see that im good to have in this tribe and wont get rid of me if we lose. Now, let me have this moment to brag for a sec as i rarely do that on this site.
Whats up, who was the best performer in this immunity challenge out of the entire cast? I WAS. I am not a weak wall, i am a strong wall.
ok, im cool now.
so now that my tribe isnt going to tribal, i need to take the time to get make sure that i stay good with social connections. Ty might not be in any alliance im in, but he could be something that can make or break my game in the future if he is gonna stick around, so i am making sure that he is comfortable around me.
the rest of the tribe (Mark, Ryan, Jabbar) seem to be cool with me right now. I just got to make sure that they think that im trustworthy and not someone that needs to be taken out. It's good to have strong connections in a tribe of 5 as there is little place to hide, especially if one of them find a idol.
In terms of other tribes, I think me and Brittany will do well if we make it on the same tribe in the future, im just worried about where she stands on her bunlap tribe. She claims that her tribe doesn't talk much and that is not a good thing. If she isnt seeing many conversations, then theres always the chance that people will try to gang up on her and vote her out if she lose. If she goes, then i lose a important number for my long term game, So im hoping that her clues will help out.
Other then brittany, then Nolan is also someone i could work with. we have a good bond from other games and im hoping that it helps me out in this game. While im working to get me through this pre-merge, im also trying to plan ahead a little bit and getting all the allies i can get that will help me go deep into this game and potentially help me win is a good way to do it.
While i was able to get my tribe to victory, i cannot let myself be seen as this big physical threat so i might need to keep it down in other challenges till the time is right to let it all out. thats why im trying to not look heroic to my tribe or let myself look like the one that got the tribe the win. I just show my team spirit, make it a team effort and thats it. let other people be the physical target and have them be out pre-merge, not me.
Later tonight, im gonna try again on looking for a idol. finding a idol, or idol(s) can help me get power. if i can find a idol on my tribe or any of the other tribes, then i can use the knowledge for my own advantage. At the end of the day, only one person wins this game, and i want to be that one..