David (DavidM7) Confessional EP:1
The idols and an advantage have entered the game and its making me go crazy. I wamna search but I also dont because the stress of idols and advantages only complicate my game and to be honest if I'm going out in not great at sniffing it out with the style of game I'm playing right now so I'm not sure I want anything. Honestly don't know what I'm gonna do about this atm but ill figure it out soon.
As for the tribe I'm feeling things start to fall into place a bit. Brandon is actually somehow more sketchy now than before but I'm hoping I can trust him long enough to make merge since he'll have made such a target at that point that he has to be loyal. Alex is still the same but honestly better than I expected at what he's doing. He has allies while not really spear heading anything which not only positions him well on the tribe but it keeps him out of the lime light as well. As impressive as that is I think someone else is doing an even better job. Joss iver here came to me with the idea of a four involving myself and the two Alex's which sounds fine and dandy but the way he talks is so smooth that I cant see him being a target anytime soon which mwans he's a shoe,in for long game. As scary as he is, if he's gonna play that way I have to comply and mold my game around that to better my chances.
What I need to do is just try as hard as I can to,form genuine bonds that arent all game tall,so when it comes to game, people actually trust me over Joss. I've kept this up with water by just having regular conversations and I can tell he's very skeptical of me but I think,I have him in enough to where I can prove my loyalty by voting with him which will tie up the loose ends with him. Another one I want on my side is Andre, I am hoping that he stays long enough to become a key number for everyone and he'll be on,my side. Finally I've been chatting some good talk with qaz BUT I really can tell he's not fully genuine so I'm not sure how to handle that situation.
At the time being no alliances are in play but talk of the two Alex's, myself and joss is there qnd then a six person one with that same four plus brandon and qaz. I'm really not sure how solid the six is but I feel like the four is pretty trustworthy for the time being. Since no set alliances have formed I'm Definetly suspecting at least one or 2 are out there already but I'm hoping by being friends with legit everyone except Justin, they all keep me safe. I am really worried the word will get around about my social game but I am not out making deals or alliances, just single allies which will hopefully hide my gameplay.
Not doing assessment cause its pretty much same other than the fact that I'm more suspicious of everyone and I'm not feeling secure at all. I mean like I wat to believe I'm safe in my position but confidence kills and since I want to feel that way, I'm worried.