•••David•••
"You know I adore you and I think you really did earn your spot here and I'm so happy for you but you also know I think very objectively so deciding based on who I like more will not be the case. If we are solely talking game you easily take the cake over Qaz for being more aggresive and having better/more ties BUT you were also immune like 7/12 tribals you were at so I think most of us coukd have played that way had we been immune. The thing I wanna know is who did you HONESTLY want in finals. I mean not just friends but who did you want to be sitting here with for whatever reason."
David, my showmance <3
I'd like to start off by saying that yes, I was immune a lot (it was only 6 times though, since I played an idol on myself once and won 5 immunities). However, being safe was strategic on my end in the sense that it established me as a strong voice in the decisions made as well as a constant variable that people had to work around and implement into their own personal games (seen through my involvement in nearly every alliance chat once Joey left and constant information being fed to me from all sides). I was not just "given" immunity or the idol I found—I WORKED for them. Additionally, although I did have this safety, I was also VULNERABLE half of the time I went to tribal, and every single time I was vulnerable I did not receive any votes despite clearly being a physical, strategic, and social threat as well as openly being in a strong duo with Qaz. I was only able to do this due to the work that I put in while I was safe, constantly pinning people against each other, collecting information and building relationships, and convincing people each round that my target was so massive that they didn't need to take a shot at it just yet. And it worked. So yes, I had a lot of safety, but there was not a moment in this game that I was not putting in effort to improve my situation even more, and I don't think it's fair to blame my success thus far on immunity wins.
As to who I wanted with me in finals, I think everyone knows that I've wanted to sit next to Qaz from the very beginning, basically as soon as the cast was revealed. He's one of my best friends on the site and I wouldn't want to end the season any other way. Strategically, I did feel as though he wasn't as big of a jury threat as someone such as you, Keizo, Joey or Will because of a) his fights with other people and b) since the perception of me was so threatening, I believed that he would be looked at as the beta in the relationship. I honestly did believe that I could beat Qaz and wouldn't have to break my word to one of my good friends, so that was too good of a deal to pass up.
You will see this in my confessionals, but I really did want to take you to the end at first, David. My initial plan when the cast was revealed was to be sitting next to the two of you. However, I think that the last time we played together may have been a bit off-putting for you, and week after week it became just a little bit more evident that you were scared of taking me to the end and losing again, even if that weren't something that would happen. This peaked for me when Cody left. I realized immediately that I over-stepped my boundaries and rubbed you and Joey the wrong way by pushing for Alex to go so hard. And then us not voting together when Connor went home just was the final nail in that coffin even though you did a good job trying to patch it up after. I would have personally loved to sit next to you as we are great friends, but I knew that you would probably beat me AND even if you didn't, it was a risk taking you far because we both know you were willing to make a move against me, as much as you would have felt bad about it.
I really do believe that this is the final three that I would've wanted. Alex and Ethan are others Qaz and I considered taking, but ultimately decided for various reasons that Raul was a better option. He was one of the closest people to us, saw what we were doing up close, and still wanted to go to the end with us. He even admitted several times that he knew he would probably lose to us and still didn't want to make a move, so that made him a prime candidate over others.