Not a clue at all where to start here, and no idea if you want a full opinion, how in detail you want me to go, or what you want me to say, so I'll type everything that I think of and hope for the best. Firstly, I am sorry, I'm not going to go into detail on Tengaged, but you know what for, and if you want a more in depth apology I'll gladly mail it. Secondly, thanks a bunch for deleting the Spotify playlist that I remembered and I tried to access today what was no longer there! Really appreciate that LEX JAN, really appreciate it a ton. Right! Onto the opinion, this is going to be very long I can already tell. You are without a doubt the best person I have ever met on this website. You won't think that is true, and that's completely fine and you are valid to think that, but it is the truth. The times we spent together are the best memories I have on this site/off the site, and you really did change my life in the best way possible just by meeting/interacting with you. The first time I ever mailed you (and was accused of being in cohoots with a pedo) I did not think you would become the most important person on this website to me, and honestly, the most important person in my 20's so far in my life in general. I feel like we have spent so much time in each others life, it honestly makes me feel empty when we aren't talking because I do honestly love you, and I think I always will and I honestly don't ever want to stop. You are the funniest, most caring and amazing person I have ever met in my life, both on and off Tengaged, and the times we spent completing Piggy 100%, or killing 9 year olds on Fortnite always make me laugh and smile so much. Whenever I feel low or down I remember those times and they never fail to make me laugh. It has always annoyed me to see the general reaction to you on here being negative, because I honestly think if more people met you/talked to you they would realise you are genuinely the most incredible and wonderful person on here. I love that you never ever gave a fuck what people on here thought, and you were always just you, because I think just you is the greatest person I have ever met! You are beautiful (like you didn't know I think this) and will forever be my go to crush. Like I honestly just think you are the perfect being and it always made me laugh whenever you were like "OMG why is Vans talking to lil ole me?!" Like I wasn't the one who was massively punching above my league. Again, you won't think I was serious, but if you legit wanted me to move to Canada, I would have. Like I genuinely do sit here and wonder how different life would have been if I actually had? From rewatching Game of Thrones, to making me oink like a pig, to using rockets to escape lava, to snapping you my ass, to FaceTiming you at work, I wouldn't have changed anything for a thing, and I am so so grateful, happy, and blessed for all the memories and time we got to spend together! I will forever love you, and sorry if this isn't what you wanted to hear, or you wanted me to just say grrr I hate you!!! But I just don't, like I don't think I ever will or could. This is already like the most I have ever typed in a PYN and I cannot wait for it to get copy and pasted by someone else by their friend to be super funny and original, so I guess what I'm trying to say really is, dodododododododod, cahoots? =]
