it's okay to be tired. Allow yourself to rest, allow yourself to just be, and I promise you It's going to be okay. Don't be hard on yourself and your needs for now, whatever makes you happy, cozy and comfortable... Make yourself some coffee or hot chocolate if you'd like and relax. It's not the end of the world if things don't work out sometimes or if you fail... It's all part of progress and growing up, so don't be sad because it's not worth it.. You'll have other opportunities and meet different people; life doesn't end up just like that. I like to see you happy, so pls don't forget to take good care of yourself too. Have a nice day. <3