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3rdJun 25, 2020 by maturo
I am alive. If I told you I was okay then I'd be lying because I am far from it.

I got out of the hospital went home and fell asleep before I could message anyone back. I woke up about an hour ago to a text message that was sent to me at about 5AM from my friends sister saying he died in his sleep. As if I wasn't already suffering enough, this just set me off the edge. I can't talk or even think logically at this point.. I feel like I am high on anesthesia with how impossible it is to even put my thoughts together. What the actual fuck even am I right now?

Comments

Glad you’re ok

Thing will get better
Sent by lemonface,Jun 25, 2020
:(
Sent by Akeria,Jun 25, 2020
there is no way you were in the hospital and out that quickly..... especially for suicide watch..........
Sent by brookie_cookie,Jun 25, 2020
:(
Sent by Zuelke,Jun 25, 2020
Here for you Joe!!
Sent by Allison,Jun 25, 2020
Stay strong!
Sent by Christian37,Jun 25, 2020
Best wishes, okay?
Sent by Loopspeare,Jun 25, 2020
Joe I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to. I love you sooo much.
Sent by pinkiepie512,Jun 25, 2020
Joe, I'm so sorry you're going through such a hard time right now. I hope you stay strong and things get easier soon. You know I care and you can talk to me anytime.

brookie_cookie that wasn't why he was at the hospital.
Sent by cheritaisdelicious,Jun 25, 2020
<3
Sent by Amnesia_,Jun 25, 2020
I’m so sorry joe, I’m always here. When it seems like every thing is going wrong, that usually means things are about to get better
Sent by Fetish,Jun 25, 2020
I’m so sorry for your loss joe, you can always talk to me - ill always be here for you. Much love <333
Sent by mbarnish1,Jun 25, 2020
Joe I’m sorry for your loss man. If you ever need someone to talk to you know I’m here for you <3
Sent by 3pi14159,Jun 25, 2020

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