So since about feb 2010 my life has been up and down as most/some of you probably know... I've faced many 'challenges' personally either alone or with people close to me.. To them people i can't thank enough because it's what's helped me carry on and get my life how it is now.
There's one thing i believe in and that's fate and that everything happens for a reason.. you may not always know straight away what that reason is but eventually you find it trustt me I know LOL
This isn't even a sympathy blog or what ever you want to call it. But to the people that know me, cared for me, stood by me through everything i want to thank you so much for making me the strong person i am today.
I regret ever making the blog about what i had, the shit i had to go through because that set me up for people to use against me and ridicule me in a way i never thought thought would happen, but that's all part of life and what gets you down only make you stronger and i've learnt the hard way..
Last week i got the best news i could possibly wish for and that was that hopefully after all my treatment is finished i can get the ALL CLEAR and finally live my life like it should be lived...and i am grateful that i never once gave up in my fight to live (as much as some people knew i wanted to...)
To my friends.. callie, you are amazing we met just like a best friend should and we had so many laughs and it was just so normal it was unreal that we were even meeting LOL ps: love baby food still :P and we may not speak as much now but we will alwaysss remain close
Lucy, Jamie, Cody, DinoM an OC - i love you all indvidually and as a group...and i thank you so much for the support! People get you and us so wrong but you are all amazing and i love you all sooooooo much. People should get to know you as a whole oe on your own before jusdging!
So um yesterday i broke my computer so had to buy a new one. I backed up most of my files/pics BUT i may not have all of them. So please could you PYN if you sent me one so that i can make sure i have them all :l If any are missing i can then mail you and you will be able to resend it to me :P
After surviving at 16th place i was on a high to still be in this game and be given a 2nd chance, and i didn't take it for granted.
After a few dc's went by the noms suddenly weren't going as planned, i mean i wasn't going up which was a bonus, but i also felt my position wasn't secure. The fact that i only just NOW went up since 16th proves the 2nd chance i was given was put to good use.
I have friends in this game (can't deny that), old ones, close ones and that's not unknown. But don't just think that because you see a group of people that are friends does not mean they are working together ;)
I'm asking for another chance to change this game once and for all. There's only a few noms till finals and i don't want this week to be a waste of time, effort, arguments, doubts and all the other crazy things that comes with stars.
There's still more i can give to this game and i proved this after i survived 16th place and i CAN prove it again if given that chance. Gl Mike :) And thanks for any support i've recieved over the past few days and now :)
I've been asked for an updated list of people who have submitted their sign pictures already. Check the list please and if you have submitted one but haven't been mentioned in the list let me know. Things get a bit confusing sometimes LOL P.s Don't forget all pics must be received by this Friday to be in the collage.
